Complexity in Simplicity

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

cNy EVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sIStas reUNion

haix....have to re-type everything agaiN! anyway...today i pon sch....then dun have to wake up so early...but kana woke up by yin...aRGH!!!! haha...ya...and then back at bartley...i was like feng......like tat..so long nv behave like that le...this is esp so when yx comes lo...dunnoe y aso...normal behaviour i supposed?..yea..and my heart was pounding like a stoopid drill when i saw him..he was sitting to seats away from me...i actually feel kind of a sad but i have to act feng to hide my sadness....haix..oh ya...and i somehow overheard that he has gt a new target....from his n elonn's conversation..dunnoe wat kenting o something la...haha...it made me like...argh...and i kept telling myself..k..nvm nvm.....it's over...hmm..in sch i saw Seah...LEe..TAy...TAn KC...etc etc..haha..and the first Qn they asked was that wat we are doing now....haha...all sama de..yea...and after the whole thing..i went to j8 wif cam..goey..junyi and JAs...! and then me n jas were like some long lost frens like tat..have so much to tok....and kept laughing all the wAY...lolx...i think junyi n cam cannt stand the both of us le.. btw..on 147..cam told me that ben said that actually yx is a flirt? he goes for gals who are as smart as him and pretty ones...that means my assumptions in the past were true lo...that is so upsetting lo...imagine urself being used by someone thru feelings and is real feelings somemore...anyway..i think i have come to my senses....YEA! but it really really hurts....although i noe i have come to my senses....i still cried...it's very saddening..is slightly better at the brain that bad?? muz we be used that way?? y izzit always the one the puts in the most efforts ache the most...i wonder wat in the world is real now.....all i noe is...i cant be that naive anymore..

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