*phew* tired.

back from watching the fireworks and talking to jas n cam.

the fireworks are still so beautiful. but every "bOmp" has a different feelin now.
though i admit..i misss those feelins...haha..coz..the feelins are nt ther anymore.
lolx

i juz din meet jas n cam for about 4 weeks and so much had happened.

esp, jas.

below msg is for jas...the rest...==keeP OUT==







tO jas:

i think yu looked haggard. haix...i see yu like that now..i seriously dun noe wat to do. i miss yr smiile. i think yu urself miss it too. dun do this to urself. =(. we are all veri sad for yu..yu noe. its sad to see my laughing mate cry. i felt like cryig when i saw yu crying juz nw too but i had to be ther for yu...i cant cry..yea?!.... hmm..i really dunoe how to express myself anymore now.!!
i jux feel tat..he is nt worth it!..the consequences are obvious...aint so????????
i feel lilke scolding yu but i dunnoe wher to start toooo....arrrrr....
i am like standing one side..seeing yu drown.......i dunnoe which float can help yu the most.haix~
i understand that it is hard to come out. everyone needs time.TIME TIME TIME!...
buut..think of it....i rather yu to be sad now for maybe a few weeks or a mth or so rather then yu happy sd happy sad happy sad and at last sad for a FEW MANY mths or even yrs if yu are scarred....its for life...for life!!!..i dunnoe...i have said everythin i can. when i se yu...aso think..oh no..no hope aldy. but......arr....
i juz wanna remind yu...my dear dear fren...no matter which path to go along..dun regret.coz, its simply ur own choice, so think properly yea..

_koonx-

^sponge^

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