to be in a state of depression, how does it feels like?
im wondering.
suddenly.

just for a point of reflection, i feel that sometimes i have a split personality=x.haha

my views towards people around me chang so quickly..
in such a short time.
i wonder why.
a moment of anger, piss. and the next moment, it changes.

i dunnoe.

i get angry with everyone so easily. or rather...get irritated by em.

its something in my life that i need to learn to take in my stride.
that is FaILure.
in just these 2 weeks i felt like a loser. a DAmn loser. i dunnoe the last time that i felt is was during when but.....the only describable feeling is that it feels as if everyone has offended u.

this is gonna ruin my friendships if it carries on.=(

the feeling of being demoralised. With no confidence to do anything, not even to mention talking. its feels as though everything are RUBBISH! and somebody would juz criticize you hard again.everything feels wrong.

and only the presence of the perfect one can soothe ur mind.

wats gg on??!

sigh~

anyway.....juz got the confirmation that we will be going down to lee-wei-song music sch for extra training on SUn.
i hope that there would be improvements!

my audiences...i'll try my best. BUt dun carry too high hopes ar...coz im terribly pressured too!........=)

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