guess wat i did yesterday?! finally there is some life in my life!!!..well..i meet asll my sistas ta chomp chomp...and we went for a really enjoyable dinner at cartel..we had lotsa laughs i shall say..haha..buut so suay...as soon as we left cartel..i gt stomachache....i tot nth much so din bother....after which i finally fulfil my urge to play mahjong!!!..haha..at cam hse..although i kept running to the toilet..3 o 4 times i guess. so now i think the place i am most familiar wif in cam's hse is....? HER TOILET! haha....oh ya..the oreo cheesecake cam made was nice..cam..keep up the gd job..haha...and go for ur dreams!....

well...today....perharps i sleep really way too late yester nite..at 3+ am yester...today wake up at ard one..so tired but i still went town wif jas..and cam...lolx....jas wanna shop neh..wanted to go kbox de..i miss it so much..alamak..looks like i can only go two or three wks later...haix..so sad.....oh ya..i think these two days i am laughing out alot alot coz too many days nv laugh le...even jas think i siao leh..lolx.....dunnoe juz feel happy!..haha....

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saw weechew today..gt a shock..haha...he still look gd...my yan guang still nt so bad afterall..lolx...ya...gt a shock then turned my head left all the way to avoiding letting him see me coz i think i become so ugly le..cannt let him see me...mei lian jian ren..haha...funny la..lolx....today is aso the sports meets..me and mingyuan wanna run away but we could not..the bloody OM down there guarding the gate..wa.....so pik cek..in the end aso had to stay till 535..tired..super tired......it's kinda class bonding time i think..during the sports meet...me n pam kinda go abit sot...for the first time..i shall say..and pris hor kept on sayin that i becoming worse le..lolx.....izzit???......think so ba..lolx.......*yawnX*

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went to see doc again...cost me bloody ex!...$70..*heartache* but anyway..finally gt the cream i wanted....woh....small mini tube for $20 leh..so ex.................haiyo..so tired now...dun feel like typing le...

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is this a fruit-ful day?..with all the tests chionging at one go~ physical fitness test, physics and chem common test..lolx...well i made it thru the two theory tests i guess. Looks like my efforts are not put to waste. It is worth it, i hope~ that will have to see my results how le. My napfa was not very well done. I ran 2.4km in 15.41 mins..that gt me a grade C...lolx.... ^hoping to get gold?^ oh ya...tell u guys..sth real paiseh happened today! i din zip my skirt..meaning? i have been walking ard the sch for two periods = 2hr plus...w/o zipping my skirt..everything can be seen la...thanx to sHU min...she said " oh shit! u nv zip!" i gt a shock..well..i still remained very very calm..lolx ..i really wonder if the guys saw..or my bag did cover..it's jus so...argh!..nvm..see his n her testi yester...i still feel kinda 心酸..i dunnoe y.....bloody me~!!! finally today can relax abit althoigh i noe there are still loads of hw waiting for me, gp..econs..maths....chem....haiyo..sianz leh..also feel like slping...kinda tired... [][] oh ya..jas..thanx for ur concern =) [][]
btw.. today is quite an unlucky day for me. Early in the morning, dad's bike gt punctured and i had to take a cab to sch..somemore the bloody auntie pretend noe how to go then took the wrong route....still wanna give excuse say she wat jus come back from china ...abit blur...tok cok la..hor..lolx..

pOtAto.

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No longer the same. Evil in me is blooming. Angel in me is gonna retire. The brain gonna start its engine. The key to laughter gonna have long breaks. The panda of me gonna appear soon. Corpse-ly me gonna jump towards the future. Fearful me having high stress level. Losing my sleep is so pain~~

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Laughter isn't just the best medicine; it's an essential part of your daily diet.
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i am unhealthy now! i am lack of laughter..!! din really tok much in sch, juz dun feel like tokin, perharps..lolx....it's jus a total change of pax as compared to now in sch and when i am outside and when i am in ex-schools.. haix..thats sth so sad..thurs...the longest day of the week..can say its so sian! always a day that dread so much of the week. Physics Spa today werent that gd.kinda sad!..i couldnt get GP's points and reasons rite, almost cried! I am jus so stress at that moment la!.....Luckily Mr ridzuan din see..so malu..ya...and this song, uploaded it juz nw, nice song... ^wings can bring us to the happiest destination^

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i hate my dreams. Y do they exist? Y do they crop out in the midst of nowhere, making me think again, suffocating me once again~ They symbolises something out of nothing~ Anythin but nt that thing~ Nothing yet something ~ iGnorance yet fears ~ yet sadness..

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OPPOrtuNitieS

come in different FLAVOURs -- all of them




sweet.

[[ TiMe for a taste test ]]

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no topic gonna be given.! coz life is damn boring today! i am quite deprived of slp today...slept at 4 am yester..yea..first time conference wif my frens ..wif my phoney..lolx....tired lo...junyi kinda scary..seems to be more hardworkin than me!..omg!...but..ya...frankly, she motivated me!..i will move on..move on..face it..and finally do iT!..well..ya..goey was drunk yester..she waas..HOT?!..haha...finally..seigh le la..she..lolx....still rmb that look that she gave me n cam..we got a big shoCK!..lolx.....ar...ya...and today jus stayed at home to finish up my hw..gt so much....endless ones...gonna suffer for another 2 yrs..hmm..no no...change mindset..learn for another 2 yrs!..lolx..btw..jas...dun angry le la horx..smile ma..lolx.....

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friday finally cum~~ went to take my pay for ranger today..gt a total of $300...including bonus. Surprised! Garie din have any bonus..lolx...surprising i gt..though it's jus a mere $26..after "computing" my tasks..i realised i actually gt 12 tasks to fulfil...it's gonna be real bz..haix...cant go out le...tml still can go out a bit..nst wk..totally cannt i think...gt 2 common tests at a go..sadx....juz...did research for my pw...now must go write it out le...BYe!
^Urge of playing mahjong^
MISs..add-Tear-caT, cam, XL, GOey

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din update for a couple of days. Not really that long rite.. i shall start wif friday!

**~`fridaY`~**
it's the finals of the CEO's match!...the ending was not that gd i supposed. We din win anything, i guessed. But getting into the finals were definitely the unexpected of we three gers. We started out just wif the tot of getting some special experience and definitely fun! We ended up in the finals. Competing wif all the business-minded people? Me,ada, pam were irritated by the indian scholars! Somehow, i think they were too proud to actually work together as i team! For this, I LOOK DOWN ON THEM! all they noe is themselves. Perharps wat i am saying is unfair to the other scholars but i mus say is true for most of them! they think they have brains and thats the only thing needed to survive in this cruel world.! One day they will find themselves deprived of childhood,fun n "teenage-hood"..Kkae...enough bout the complaining of scholars.. mUst say this to ada n pam though they cant see it?

[[ we did a good job regardless of the results! We acheived several objectives of the game,though is nt the main objectives. But thru these, our frenship grow rite? hopefully we would be more united coz we been thru so many decision process together in the game..anyway...3 cheers for uS!! ]]]
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~*`Saturday, 9th april 2005`*~
I AM DEPRIVED OF SLP TODAY! woke up my ^sista^ to go changi airport wif her...jas ang! no 2nd time ok........if i noe u din really wanna call me go, i shldnt have give in so easily...see la...now i deprived of slp, still gt so many tutorials to do...haix.!...ya...Cam, me, jas, goey treated edwin to swesens( his bd ).. fortunate guy!.. four gals treating him leh!..lolx...anyway..after that played pool is his treat la...jas n me..gt the urge to see cyndi! in the end we went~~ there were lotsa of people..evevn young kids, queuing patiently jus for her auto graph. Life is definitely full of so many unexpected incidents. Jas n me went in wif the tot of taking a look n taking some photos down. In the end, we bought the cd...argued wif the security guard...wif the help of that 工作人员...we were allowed to be the LAST ONE! lolx...it was kinda funny...oh ya...goey...noe u were abit angry...... read this note ok..


:::::~~~'NOte for mY deaR gOEy aenG'~~~:::::
gOey aeng..dun be angry le!!..forgive my childishness ok..i din expect that u would be. I din intend to waste your time. I din wanna u to suffer in the coldness of coffee bean..Sorry .okae..muz forgive us. jas n mine perserverence definitely is not gg to turn into ur anger rite!?...ok...cools downsss kae..heex....

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"yaWn"ed.. i just finished all my tutorials! not really say all la..but in one shot, i finished my chemistry, part of my maths...and the entry economics thingy..considered quite alot of things as compared to my first three months where i din do all my tutorials..lolx.. oh ya...went to nyp wif ada to makan today..ate mac...lolx...long time since i ate mac...dun really like it like i din in the past anymore.!. today at cldds..practise those songs again..i abit sian lo...sobx..lolx....some more next week mus perform...haix..so paiseh de...lolx...oh! ya...today some things happen..can say abit funny..lolx..during Gp tutorial...i realise my bag was wet after which i realise my bottle actually gt a crack..no wonder it keep leaking!!!!..left wif no choice i had to visit MRS LOO...several times simply coz i drank too much water le..lolx...kk....really tired like hell now...Burbye!

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School ended at 730pm for me today as i participated in the CEO's match! it was a very interesting game!! it was just simply fun!! Although everyone were in a big mess during the last 30 sec...all we noe was to sell..sell sell!!! haha...it was kinda funny aso...and..surprisingly we managed to make it to the finals..lolXx.ON my way home just now, i realised how nice the nite scenery in nyp was! i guess..it's the lights that makes it look fanciful ba...lolx......oh ya...PW Qn was released today!..i suddenly feel suffocated!....schedule were all so tight!.... gt my timetable today aso..haix..looks like every day ends so late..so sad...even mon have make up lessons for PW..haix.........well...gtg...bye....off to do tutorials!

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today i went out wif jas again..to town...to buy my "neccessary stuff" ...lolx....i and jas jus shop shop shop lo...Weird today that me and her was quite "zheng ding" today. Din really laugh until that feng..quite steady. JAs so no stamina..lolx....shop abit leg pain le...see la......muz shop more then nxt time u can shop whole day without feeling tired le!..lolx.....anyway...gtg le...jie chasing me away..haix..noisy!

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I feel so TIRED now! As if i had ran 100 rounds. Went gym again just now,alone. Haix..so pathetic. But nvm la. Used to it le. I bought my uniform today. Wanna get a bigger skirt so that i could wear it like a hipster but the design was nt for a hipster and it turned out weird! sO i Gt 27..still quite loose. It's strange actually. I am so happy when i gt the new uniform, especially when i have to spend money. CrazY! Oh ya~ MY urge of buying a swimsuit is getting strongger now!..i Miss swimminG! though i dun really noe. Think tml will go and see. Today king was like angry wif me. TOld him i nt working on tml le, feel really tired out!...he say i cannt last min like that! BUt the thing is that hawk said would confirm wif me today, but he did not. So i dun see y he shld be angry. *Speechless* =X.. Nvm..wats donE cant bE undOne.


Today heard from garie that he quarreled wif sis again and wun be coming to my hse again, i suddenly feel kinda sad. It seems that i have suddenly lost a "brother" like that. I wonder when will sis ever realise that hu is sincerely gd to her and hu is not!


At this point of life, i think maybe frens i noe in jc up till now are just those that tok for the purpose of nt being lonely. IN sch, we had no choice but to tok to each other coz NOBOdy WanNA bE A LOnE RaNGer. This is actually kinda sad! Just like the guys i had knew. Especially those in BsS! All of them actually dun really have a gd fren. They actually hangout together FOR SHOW!-> From wat they told me last time. I was thinking, no wonder they can tok wif any kind of ppl. FrenS = for show? Very nice to show meh? NOt at all rite?!! We dOn need a display top iN our lifE!! even if ther is, they are not for our frens!! Just cant stand ppl making frens for show...lolx...wondering y i suddenly mention this? Coz me and pamela was toking abt this think yester or today and it suddenly cropped up to my mind again..so..just share =p

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