Complexity in Simplicity

Monday, May 30, 2005

i think i am mentally sick recently...scolding ppl out of no reasonable reason..tok very little to peeps...using all kinds of bloody stoopid mtds to slim down..getting fatter le!..='(..really veri veri sadx leh...haix....=|
^piK ceK daZe^

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

drawings

oh ya..told u folks i luv drawing suddenly rite..show u all wat i have drawn!

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shOpping in the mood of Great spOre sale.

finally great spore sale is here! went shopping wif mei todaze..lolx...bought lotsa stuff...spent lotsa money and therefore broker now!.......lets see wat i bought..sandals, black skirt, tube top, earring....hmm.think no more le ba..but ate quite alot of stuff..lolx..rmb..gt blackforest cake...YUM!!!!!!!!!!!!....jas..nice!! hmm.cant rmb wat else de..getting old u see...lolx
^sPending daze^

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HaPPiezz daze on 27th mAy 20o5..

lolx..pOn sch todaze to go back bartley. It's bartley sports meets today!..i saw alot of teachers today. Saw ms Goy's short hair..oH my god! so sad!! hmm...and ms tay's hair is so much longer nw...chio chio..haha..lolx...oh ya..saw huiying n jac at the general office. huiying din change much, jac changed, wif her dark frames and layered hairstyle. i dunnoe y...but i am always like that. thats is...i am particularly high whenever i go back to bartley!..haha!!...weird-d-oo..lolx.. by the way, bartley has got exchange programme wif chatsworth now! thats cool!..last time we dun have de..=(..so sadx..and ther is this pri one kid by the name of jun wei..he is SosoOo kawaii!!!..lolx..-----after the sports meets, we went to watch amityville horror..wif camie,jas,goey,Sh,PH,ben,waynE,isaac whom i still cant put him into their picture..well...haha...noneof my business aso la..lolx...anyway..going out wif them is not as usual anymore..as in we dun walk as a big big grp le, gals one side..guys one side that kind. But i gt suan by ben n wayne again and again even when i am laughing that time..lolx...ph ya...i am soOooo tired and extremely happie todazE!!!...i and jas...laugh throughout the whole "shopping" journey of town again...we are speaking our own foreign language again...!..lolx...so funny la!!..cannt take it leh..then i realise i particularly like my own foreign language.."HOMPALA" lolx..well..i dun noe wat it means..buut it sounds juz nice.
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next it is the movie..a real life story..amityville horror!..it is quite nice..so sad that ph nv keep the ticket..i WAn the tiCsss!!!..haha..nvm la..the whole story..the last part was particularly exciting..when george wanna kill his family..and i think it's so sad...for someone to kill someone she lurves....='(...overall nice show la....when i am going home that time is really dead beat sia...no strength to tok...laugh also like engine cannt start like tat..lolx...end home at 12.10am.

^extremely enjoyable dazE^

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

LASt day of term ll

fOlks..i officially end my sch terms 2 myself today! i aint going to sch for BE-yOURSELF-DAze tomorrow. Hmm..since it is the last day of the term, i think i ought to do some reflection rite~~heex =x

scH ~~hmm..all and all it is quite a enthu class..but so sadz...whenever everybody toks, no one gives me a sense of sincerity. I feared them! Doubts dawn on everyone. Fear does not shun anyone. Everyone have a fair share of that pie. Anyway, it has been 6 mths that i am in this sch. Wat i think??..it is like a 冷宫, thats makes it so scary.~~ya..u noe, there is no homely feeling, thats y it is so sad...go there just for the sake to study. Well, i noe i noe i complain alot but.. maybe must like wat junyi says must try to bond wif the class. In sch, i can! but outside, just cant bring myself to do it..ya...and this term..all of tests results sux! i even gt a heavy blow on the last daze of the term..that's so upsetting! really cant face the fact that results are at the bottom of the hill nowadays.

financiAl~~ haha...going poorer whenever each weekends approaches. coz i would juz spend and spend ..lolx...on makaning, shopping, playing, etc..lolx...

well..all and all, find myself quite useless...somebody still stays on my island. No boat nor ferry come to fetch him away! i really really hope i can let go!!! gonna be 6 mths le....and those bloody dreams ,jus get lost! dun come find me again. i dun wanna remember any any thing!!!

oh..btw..the term has ended, i wanna fall sick!!! haha...weird rite! where gt peeps wanna fall sick de..lolx..but i juz wanna..so that i can and will have a thorough rest! lolx....hope i will fall sick!!

anyway..i was kinda unhappy todaze..jus dun feel like toking for the whole daze..i noe the reason y...coz of peeps around me..hmm..shan say more..=X

^moOdy daZe^

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

suppose to go watch amityville horror wif camie n junyi todaze de but in the end never..lolx...tml is my A level chemistry SPA examinatioN! folkS~ wish me gd gd luck=))
^sTudy dazE^

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

da dreAm

我昨晚又做梦了!

咳。。[[[ 要让我梦就不要让我醒！ ]]
^sadz dazE^

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Monday, May 23, 2005

dinNer at ~ch0mp CHomp~

Well, hardly a sunday i would go out. for yester, i went to makan at chOmp wif caMie, gOey and junyi. We ordered quite alot of food that makes me soOOo full! after that sat in mac..then walked home. Reached home at 12.20am. really gt a lot of fruitful talks wif u gals! especially camie. She gave me the wake up call. She made me saw that there is actually light above the dampy well. BUt then sometimes alot of things i know them but it's jus so hard to accomplished them, u noe. I have been trying hard too!!!...i hate that well too!!! being trapped inside doesnt feel good too! i have been trying hard really~~ getting really tired.. so i jus wanna let those memories fade slowly by themselves..abit faster hopefully. Not only camie..hearing wat junyi gt to saw abt choosing the right guy gave me some tots too. She is practical, nothin wrong. Jus that maybe i juz cant be practical in these kind of things. But i admire her. i hope that i would be like her 潇洒一点。那我就不会这么难过了。 but i too realise that ya..in all our life, we worked towards different things, perservering towards wat u wan then can you be happy. Wat u think is happiness might not be for somebody elses rite?...ya..think so..thats wat i really believe.
By the way,whenever me and camie tok...our conversation have quite alot of 就。。就...haha..so fuunny.. ^i w a n n a wake up!^

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

diNner at CamiE's hse!

Saturday
yester was my daring weekend!..haha...i think i spent like 1/4 of it doing my project work. Kaes..enough of project work i think..haha..ya..then meet jas lo...meeting with "fate" with the help of phoney too..lolx..ya..as usual we shopped and jas as usual also dunnoe how to shop. Something i wanna typed down..lolx..me and jas very long never laugh continously le..jus that on bus 132 we were laughing and laughing until this malay guy turned and looked at us one time..that made me laughed even louder! lolx...wats more? he turned to look at me for the 2ND time...finally, he stood up and walked away. We tot he wanna alight but it was not! He actually walked to a seat in front. Lolx.! it was so funny!! Next the story jumps to camie's hse..when we reach there, junyi was already ther..then dinner time..*yuMs*the food were nice esp the chicken~....hmMmm~~...haha..! after that, we played mahjong..i lose like siao even thou we din play money. Other than that, we bake cookies!!...haha...each of us mould mould diff types of shapes.llolx...fun!....some of the cookies were really nice!!...it was crispy outside and soft outside...YUms! famous amos recipe leh!!..hhaa..then camie opened that red wine..we played 'seaweed' then the loser must drink..lolx...drank abit aso...camie drink until she say is er xin *surprised* then that nite went home at 12++ lo..reach home at 1am. ^FUn daze^

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Friday, May 20, 2005

The loNg weekend i have been waiting for!!!

yea...kinda happy that it is finally friday!...haha..guess wat i said the first thing i woke up this morning?...is "yea..today is friday!"...lolx..so u can really guess how my mood is today..lolx..hmm..sch ended unsupposedly late today..until abt 5 pm...due to MS NG fliming of us..lolx..is all so funny la..we were all told to act..that is to pretend that we are distracted in class..by doodling..smsing..etc..lolx...btw..folks..i suddenly luv drawing lotsa! Jus like last nite i was drawing until so song..lolx....until i sleep at abt 1....u noe...drawing juz makes me feel so gd..werm...wat i drew?...comics...characters and wordings..i really enjoyed them...hmm...admire those ppl hu can draw really really well esp cartoonist!

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

downPour pour

it was raining real heavy this afternoon. Cant go home!...in the end i stayed in sch to do some really bo liao stuff...played binGo with my frens..lolx... today physics sPA lo..really prayed hard!...it seems ok but dunnoe. It's unpredictable. Hmm...first time in this term, my results has gt no anomalous..quite lucky. But while doing the expt, i was really scared...heart thump and thump. Btw..got back my maths test today. It was bad! Nv dod so badly for maths before. got..15/30..haix..another D-grade..*sadz*

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

ex-co interview

i went for my cca ex-co interview today. Well, i had no choice. everyone has to go for that interview. But one of my frens said sth true. At the end of the two yrs..it would be so ugly to see the post as a member..lolx..anyway..the interview was quite okae thou i was stuck at certain Qns..lolx...abit dun feel like being an ex-co member coz i wld be tied down wif lotsa of responsibilities which i am just so lazy to accomplish them. Anyway, tomorrow is real A level Physics SPA.. i am really scared manx..i muz muz muz really pray hard this time round!!!.... have been studying juz now...nth much to study aso..i'm juz so scared so scared...this time round i cant do myself this disfavour by getting level 5 again!!...i muz at least get a level 7!...imux!! i can....muz tell myself jia you le..folks...wish me gd luck..okAe?!...taking my SPA at 315-415.....goD..plS bless me!..

bTW..it's juz
^ 4 days to vesaK day hOl ^ and...
^ 9 days to juNe hoL ^

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

chiNese oral

folks..i have my chinese oral today. I was not so prepared thou i was like flustering thru the notes..lolx..erm...ya..but i think i did ok coz after the oral..my teacher told me my conversation very good..yea...god does bless me!..lolx..gt back my pre-physics spa today leh..i was pretty sad la...still gt level 5..tot i could do better or sth..haix..anyway...this thurs is real physics spa...i must tell myself i can do it..i can i can de!!!.... [ caM..i din take to mind wat happened few months ago..nothing much actually.. dun worry!..Our frenship shall stay strong! ]

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

sUmmary

hmPh..kae..can summarise wat i did for these few days le..lolx...din have the time to type.!..this weekend is quite a happy one ba...although heard alot of sad news..

my sch ends at 8.45 on fri...wa..so tiring..but after all the CLDDS performance was a success ba...but then i gt nt much feelin...lolx...think dun have that kind of sense of belongin to my cca or rather my sch yet..lolx...gonna be 6 mths le leh..i still miss bartley very very much...life there and here differs by a great great deal...dumb sch!

hmm..sat...i meet up wif jas and cam!!..heeX!!...hmm...i meet jas at central then she makan..lolx...she so scared of being ZAO GenG..lolx....but i think she look prettier when she dress in that way...lolx...jas..!...dun be too happie huh..lolx.... got so much things to tok wif u guys...haha...i and jas tok so so much on the bus but the bus jus feel bloody long...dunnoe y...lolx..quite heng..at town..we juz walk here and there then watched qf..char..and cam they all play pool lo.. yester went out nv spend alot of money..haha...i am gg poor le la..lolx..then we went home quite early today..8 plus...mum was so surprised!..haha..

sun....jus gonna share a very stoopid dream i had..lolx..last nit slp i dreamt of so many things..one of which i dreamt that i am sleeping on mum's bed and when i woke up..there was a pile of money in front of me...and two phones....i quickly show them to mum..and she gt a shock!..coz it's all hell money and hell phone...so in the dream..she tot i am gonna die soon..then somemore in the dream..i ran to sis and use that phone to call her to check the num of that phone...it turned out to be tat the num of the phone was so bloody long...can only remember 9051.............sth sth..haha....feel so funny... another dream is that..i dreamt tat dad struck lottery of $6000..lolx..then he return the money he owed me..lolx...so funny....very long nv have dreams le..and when i have them..they are so stoopid! but hope the 2nd dream to come true!..ahaha

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

disGusted la

i jus feel so disgusted!....this whole incident is indeed surprising....thinking of it feels like vomitting...!! This whole story starts:

I received a msg from sis when i was in sch today. She asked me whether i like garie ( my sis ex..me n my mei treat him like our kor kor ) or not.. then i replied her "y.. if i like..then u patch wif him ar?"...BUt of course my ans is no la..in fact i kinda...dislike him. BUt i tot at least he is a faithful guy..so i always encouraged sis to be with him..as he waited for her for a yr plus...but the whole thing turn out to be...yester nite he old my sis he like someone that he shouldnt have. My sis joke joke say "my sis ar"..it turns out to be true...and when he told her..he was crying! Sis told him that he told me le...then he msg me say really got no chance ar?...i simply replied him..."I only have one thing to say: NO GUYS CAN BE TRUSTED AS THEY ARE SO FICKLE!" i am really very angry......la...he said he will prove to me.. but i replied..there's no need to prove as i have seen for myself..fancy him jus changing in a few weeks time is tremendously horrible..i jus cant take it. With this, i suddenly tot of someone again..haix...now i really very scared of these stuff....jUS wanna say..all these things..pls DOn cOME near ME...!

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Monday, May 09, 2005

Process of sunburning

not fully recovered yet..my sun burn..
day ONE - i was red like a pig
daY tWo - starT to pAin..esp back part of shoulder
day tHree - paIn like hell when i am in sch..coz had to carry bag
daY four - sUN burn parts start to itch!
day Five - start peeling
daY six - mass peeling
daY seven - still peeling..abit..some parts peeled for the second time
day eight - back still peeling
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................still peeling!

^14 days to vesAk day holiday^
^19 daYs to JUne holidaYs^

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TESts over

haix...very sad today. feel like crying but jus cant cry! doesnt that feel worse?? i am supposed to be happy..all the sickening "need-to-study" tests are over. Can simply jus relacx? but then y am i sad? coz..i screwed up my tests!...maths and econs!...haix...getting more and more stoopid~ still gt chem class test tml..just don feel like studyin...really feel like getting away from books and words ! i wanna have a gd gd sleep..look at the sea..and lie on a big big patch of grass......wif breexe of wind......~sigh~

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

mug-ggg

studying can be just so expensive. Spent my day in coffee bean today again.!...awhile then go home le...after which went jogging. Yester nite aso went jogging...suddenly can jog a very long distance without feeling tired at all!..i think its the help of apples!...they say apples are energy food?...i think so..lolx!

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Friday, May 06, 2005

gOnna be a suCky weeKend!!

weekend is here again but it's nt gonna be a gd one!..must study for both maths n econs test..somemore tml must go back to sch at 830aM..for..CLDDS!!!..so sian..there goes my beloved slp again..been naughty today...lied to cldds ppl that i gt doc's appointment..so as to skip practice..hhaa...today watched beautiful illusion le..quite angry..been watching for so long then they revealed that yixin do not have split personality..it's a plotted revenge!....haiyo..and suay suay i like to watch the story of yixin n ah sheng..oh my god!

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

sad day

i hATE PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!i hATE PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!i hATE PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!i hATE PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!i hATE PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!i hATE PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!i hATE PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!i hATE PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!
---------------ArGH!!!!!!!-ARGH-ARGH-ARGH-ARGH-ARGH------------------
dunnoe y but jus feel so sad today! esp during physics practical. i jus cant set up the bloody thing rite...almost cried when mdm ong told me this n that are wrong..haix...feel like dropping physics...somemore, when i noe this time round i am really gonna lose a kor..garie gonna really stop waiting for sis le..it's really a clear cut this time round``` he meet me to return sis's phtos and her stuff..for the first time. i began to think bout some stuff..ever since one pax gets involved in a relationship..she can never be back wat she is before the relationship anymore..even after the relationship is over. Take me for example. i noe i have changed. very ver greatly. i tried being back myself..the innocent one..the cheerful one..the always stress-free one...the one hu din noe how cruel the world was...the one the one...but not this one...i asked pam for her opinion..she kinda agree too...really think is true...anyway..today walked in the rain..very song......!

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

tEst marks!

gt back my physics and chemistry common tests today. Lolx....results for chem..sux!...gt only 50%.. a D-grade!....my physics surprising was better..gt 80%..a A-grade...weird lo..llolx....kinda disapponted for chem! btw...couldnt have gd slp these two days...coz body is too pain coz of sun's suntanning..evevn have difficulties carrying my bag..lolx...mus put the bag on the shoulder slowly~if not pain like hell.........regret so much to go suntan-ning..the "aftermath" is so torturing!

^20 days to veSak day holiday^
^25 dayS tO juNe holidayS^

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Sunday, May 01, 2005

Siloso beach~~

OOsh..went to siloso beach today wif jas n sis..lolx...drag there by the two of them..haha...i think it's the first time i go ther if not is i go b4 cannt rmb ba...well..go there wif the purpose of??? of coz to suntan lo...but nt really my purpose...shall say is jas one. say my feelings now first....very pain!!!..feel so hot!!!! very so pig!!!! feel so slppy!!! feel so tired!!! feel so dry!!! okok...wat i love abt today?? i love the seawater~~ the way the waves gush onto me! it really feel so gd!!! a very very gd way of de-stressing.!. also, the sand is so bloody hot la!!! it feels like u are walking on hot charcoals..so damn hot..haiyo! haha...can really say enjoy it ba..and now seems to be suffering in pain..my body is pain pain painful!!!!..argh!! sobx!!!...i really feel like slping..but gt so many wk to do but think gonna slp soon...a while more..cant take it anymore! oh ya...jas feet very funny! so red la...! first time see ppl suntan the feet red de..like a blushing face like tat..lolx!!! jas kelian leh..haha...she forgt to bring her????.....undies!...then coz of that she cant go into the water which was the best part?..i think so..haha....ke lian ke lian la...lolx...oh ya...think i nt suitable to tan...the colour come out nt nice de....next time dun wan tan le...remain fair ba.. hmm...i love weekends!!!!..life is so lively during weekends...too bad it's coming to an end again...haix...then muz coop in the bloody sch n home to study...*diaoxz*

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