yester

first day of work - at kidz story,tanglin mall

cashier. etc. wasnt as challenging as my usual jobbies. had the tot of quitting the job, but of coz..i didnt.

saw alot of kids..they are so cute...muacks! =)

after work..meet yuting...wayne..and jR..

almost broke up wif him. yea..shan say y..but..yea..when i see him how he react to my "request'', i really noe sth..i.ie....i really dunnoe wat he wld do...silly things?..when one day if we do broke up. i noe it hurts him whenever i say sth like this...but i wana let him noe how i feel n think...he shld noe too...yea.....anyway..things are alright now. and..i'm okaes=)

^kidZ story^

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whoosh..i'm juz back hoME!

-::HoMe-siCk::- seriously misses my home...my com..=(

i was at bartley's chalet yester!..many peeps turned up!

even those i hate'S'...haha...^ther seems to be some disgustin dance performances on show^ =x

got to noe yuting's fren too..dun really noe how to spell his name...quite a nice guy..=) haha

Satay with honey = delicious =D

sistas+bros= fun and laughter

Absolute vOdka = absolute chaos!

YUPS..thats when the real thing is on!..everyone is so busy wif handling wif those hu are drunk..

everyone seems troubled

esp my dear sista...i din wan myself to cry too...but i juz cant help it seeing her like tat
it seems like hiding sorrow wif laughter n lameness is wat we always do.
juz like me.
the alcohol makes us need nt control nor hold back any feelins..
it seems to be a total relieve.
will it be?
i really hope so.
Cry..yea..we need to cry. Tears ..yea,,they are precious.
haix~

i'll pray for you. we'll live ur life together.walk ur way da way u want.


as for me..
i seems to be breathless..breathless for sth that has always been impt to me..FReedom


^vodka chaos^
i wish to care for u again but its no longer possible....

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oh...saw sth sscary and sad at cine today..guess wat?

me n wayne saw a guy that fell from the third floor today...it was damn scary..i think..he actually rebounced after hitting the floor *small rebounce la*..his head hit da ground first and his legs were like...hmmmmmmmmm.. -\/ ....<- there in this shape and it doesnt land on the ground or anythin ...it stays there...eee...

and me still kae kiang yea...walk over to have a closer look...hmphs...then i saw bloooooood...........*shivers* ..after which...every puddle of water that i saw....it wld remind me of.BLOODDDD........diaos..

^the fallen man^

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sobs..i was juz crying a while ago..why?

nobody bullied me..nothing is wrong..its juz that i had a nitemare! i dunnoe y i'm juz so scared of that dream.

here it goes````--> i dreamt that the lift in my hse actually went up all da way to the 52TH floor! when my hse here..maximum is only...13th floor..haha..perharps thats da funny part. and the thing is..i am wif my pw grp..i suppose so as i rmb that there is a grp of ppeeps..and i can only rmb pamela...haha..*happie hors?..haha* and so..we decided to go by the stairs as the lift is deemed as "spoilt" as its juz..too weird!..llolx

so while we go up to my hse by the stairs...we climbed and climbed but up to a certain extent, the stairs suddenly become this shape: \/ as such...we never reach my hse!...coz the moment we climbed up..it has to go down AGAIN! up, down, up down..

so we decided to seek others' help! when we saw an uncle..i dunnoe y i started singng..*omg, thats crazzii!* i dunnoe y..but i think its stoopid too!..haha

next part of the dream is that i'm at serrangoon garden wif sis n garie..and ther's a guy hu is trying to catch me..i forgt y...i saw shuwen ther too*weird* the guy is juz trying to chase after me!...i hide until sis chest..etc..strange...under cars..beside cars...and he is juz consistently looking for me...i'm so scared!..so scared!..he is someone..like a rapist or sth..arrr......

i woke up when wayne called...he broke my dream..haha..but even after i woke up...i'm still so scared that i cried..

mum is so li hai!..she noes y i am scared...wat kind of dreams i have...she say..aiya...chase by somebody ma..i was like..how u noe sia..she says.."i'm ur mum ma.."
she said that she is also scare by such dreams...so yea...mum n me..da same!..haha

^dun chase after me!^

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sobs..i was juz crying a while ago..why?

nobody bullied me..nothing is wrong..its juz that i had a nitemare! i dunnoe y i'm juz so scared of that dream.

here it goes````--> i dreamt that the lift in my hse actually went up all da way to the 52TH floor! when my hse here..maximum is only...13th floor..haha..perharps thats da funny part. and the thing is..i am wif my pw grp..i suppose so as i rmb that there is a grp of ppeeps..and i can only rmb pamela...haha..*happie hors?..haha* and so..we decided to go by the stairs as the lift is deemed as "spoilt" as its juz..too weird!..llolx

so while we go up to my hse by the stairs...we climbed and climbed but up to a certain extent, the stairs suddenly become this shape: \/ as such...we never reach my hse!...coz the moment we climbed up..it has to go down AGAIN! up, down, up down..

so we decided to seek others' help! when we saw an uncle..i dunnoe y i started singng..*omg, thats crazzii!* i dunnoe y..but i think its stoopid too!..haha

next part of the dream is that i'm at serrangoon garden wif sis n garie..and ther's a guy hu is trying to catch me..i forgt y...i saw shuwen ther too*weird* the guy is juz trying to chase after me!...i hide until sis chest..etc..strange...under cars..beside cars...and he is juz consistently looking for me...i'm so scared!..so scared!..he is someone..like a rapist or sth..arrr......

i woke up when wayne called...he broke my dream..haha..but even after i woke up...i'm still so scared that i cried..

mum is so li hai!..she noes y i am scared...wat kind of dreams i have...she say..aiya...chase by somebody ma..i was like..how u noe sia..she says.."i'm ur mum ma.."
she said that she is also scare by such dreams...so yea...mum n me..da same!..haha

^dun chase after me!^

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i gt sth to say!..haha...*i LOVES my pW grouP*..llolx...dunnoe y i suddenly feel that we ae the most united and best pw grp!...i enjoyed all their accompany..all so lame...haha..we may not be the best grp in terms of performance as compared to the other groups but i feel that we have gained alot more that last for a life time...=)


we tonned at clarence's place yester to complete our oP slides. We did 2 rehearsals which eventually ends at 2am. We guys were all dead beat and they still wanna watch shutter and i was bz talkin over the phone. lloL.s ... i was the first to slp after i put down the phone.haha..and they were still watchin shutter and homerun. i'm nt that hyper yet coz i needed rest desperately!.... (#'.'#)

i think i was fully aslp on the mattress on the floor until to a time ^i dunnoe wat time^ when i woke up..serkun was still awoke..wow...pei fu pei fu..haha.....as for the nxt time when i woke up he was slping on the mattress too..haha..i guess we guys are real tired but we had our fun..yea...haha..

OP is tough but we are determine!
we will get oVER iT!
we shall be uniTED...LAme to brighten up each other.and help each other! ^^

[well..it sounds like a pledge or sth, dun u think so?..haha!!]

^AJ 116 rOx..wooHOo.[familiar?haha]^

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yays..finally met up wif jas after soo long! meet up as in go out together!...so happies...hees..yuting an yalin were ther too...i almost couldnt recognise yalin..haha...but it was a strange feelin gg out wif em...ther's a kind of stress that exist..lols....perharps coz all of them are so pretty that it makes one feel inferior..llolx....haha...anyway.. wayne drew sth for me..haha... tada!~~

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well..haha...supposed to have a class "outing" at ecp today..a last in bbq...haha...and wayne actually gg wif me but llolx...i walked like for 3 hrs plus while he bladed for the same time...llolx..in the end we juz cant find the bloody place...diaosss..the bloody pit is juz so bloody far!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...llolx...but cant blame them too...llolx.... yups.....is like doing a "great workout" like that..llolx...once again..i missed the class outing...hao ba...i think there will be a chance again..hopefully..haha.....

oh by the way.....cca open hse today is so boring..all of a sudden i feel that i lost the ability to promote sth or isit i juz promote if there is incentives..haha...i dunnoe..llolx....sick of promoting ba...llolx.....

^3 hr walk^

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yoz...blog bloggie..=)

tell u guys sth funny that happened yester..llol...damn funny!

yester...me..wayne..hup and ben were going to watch andy lau's show...chong meng qi yuan..and me and wayne went to buy the tics..we told the guy..chong meng qi yuan..and he told us is everlastin regret..we gong gong...took the tixs...and yea..happiy went to watch..until ben n hup realised that..its da wrong show!...i juz cant help it but LAUGH!..especially when i think of ben's expression!.....and somemore....sammi's hairstyle in that show......makes me laugh further!......and i can laugh out..omg..thats so damn xinku.......had to cover my mouth..lolx....

until we really cant tahan aldy..ben n hup went opposite to see...oH...sex show..LOL!....the 40 yr old virgin....and..yuP...WE WENT OVER.... [a haven even 17 yr old ger watching m18 show] ..omg....yea..there are some sexual content in it..llolx....pORn...gd for the guys..but i'm realli scared!>..><..reallie scared that i wld see the wrong thing!...llolx.......it wld be disgustin and scary..i think..anyway..yups...fortunately..they showed merely the female stuff....and haha....still can tahan...overall...the show was quite a nice one!.......nt coz its sexual..HEllOX...llolx...but is...its very funny...its a real comedy..lolx...

^the amusing experience^

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yos.....two and a half paper are down!

its half the battle for my promos gone.

really hope things will go on smoothly..heex!

yups...and i'm realli tired.

my elbow hurts now~...after i knocked myself onto da table yester...y am i so fragile!??....thats not suppose to be so!

everyone has gone to da chalet! i hope to be there too!....but yea....i have to place priorities.!
*sayin sorry to someone*i cant accompany you..yea..*


^i will be a confident ger^
^i will win da battle!^

^midst of promos^

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