im in a dilemma now.

a dilemma that i created myself.

to cont wif da fairytale or really close up da bk and stop reading?

yester nite ..i didnt slept well.

sub-consciously..i was hoping.....a msg a msg from him will do........

juz one.

and he did.

i was really happy.

but i felt so hopeless n useless.

now....none of u guys are online.

i wanted anyone of u to tell me....

"laykoon, be determineD! live on wif ur decision!"

i wanted thatt...

im relenting...

i finally cried out.

perharps the bottle is full.

cant bottle anymore of my tears

missing ya~

^hopeless^

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