wow ..
it seems like a slping day ..not for me but darlin..llolx...slp n slp n slp.......envy**

anyway...summarise for yester ice-skatin session..

its really fun..
the icy wind....
i skated particularly fast when some songs are played..like techno...or jay's song...RULEs!
llOlX

but of course....still needed someone to hold me...
its really tiring..
anyway..saw one ice hockey player who is very shuai...=x..llolx...shan say anymore....i'll be killed...=P..

tml is mon again!...juz gotto know that A-levels results would be release on WED....wish myself and everyone..GD LUCK!

=P

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ice skating today..

in deed i have forgotte how to ice skate

everything have to go back to basics again..
reason..

i only skated once in my whole life..and that is bout 3 yrs ago...

but all the while..

i am smiling during the ice skating session..

my cheeks are so numb..

he is there guidng me always..

=))

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to be loved and doted, you felt your existence.
a strong burning existence.

sometimes, things doesnt go the way you wish, you felt ur existence down the rollar coaster tracks.on the up n on th e down again.

ur existence, u wonder..wher isit.

Cherish is the word i need to learn now.
Cherish someone whom i nv ever tot wld be so great to me.

learning how to voice out is my lesson2 .
a very tough lesson indeed.
till now, i still failed.
mayb i'll need more practice.
more practice.

dote on me-love me

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i am so tired!!

dozing off...

wow this will be the only weekend that i am relatively "free-er"

well

im going ice-skating tml!

=)

but i din skate for a long long time aldy.

think i have forgotten how to skate.

*scared*

nitesss

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lllolx..

total defence day today for my sch.

a new way of commemerating.

FOOD RATIONING!

llolx.....each of us were give 2 coupons each.

but...guess wat?

the whole canteen was sellin plain porridge, tapioca, and potatoes....alamak!

haiz....food that i doesnt eat...

llolx.

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MY GOAL!!!!!
MY TARGET FOR MYSELF!!!!

NUS

i finally find da real drive to push myself HARDDDD for my a-levels after my visit to NUS's King Edward's HAll......hostel life is so cool and i really agree that a UNiversity life without living in a hall i.e. hostel aint complete...

hall life...simply happening..

simply fun!

NUS....i will work hard for u!
PSYchology..u have to wait for me.
i promise!
i'll give my best!!
work very hard!








NUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUSNUS.....!


-baby-lookin-

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im back!

tired n sleepy.
enough of proposals....for the teacher=(

arr..


anyway

everything nw.

new begining
new sweetness
new understandin
new hopes
new life
new memories.......

NEW

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folks..listen to this joke!
muz read on no matter wat..

one day...a gal was walking on the school corridor wif her fren..
her fren says : 'hey, that man look like he is wearing the isetan supermkt uniform!'
this gal stops and recall how does the uniform look like and cont walking.

she walk and walk....

soooo engrossed in her recallin!

and the next minute ..her fren heard a loud loud bang!
her fren turned back..
saw her falling down in the drain in SLOW MOTION!>.... LOL!

and that gal hu fell was...

ME..

haha...so paiseh.....fell into the drain...i wonder how i walk..=(..
but luckily there was a grass patch there so..i wasnt too badly injured...juz some minor cuts..=)



happy v-day cum frenship daze!! dazE daZE DAze!!~~

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looks like alot of peeps are against wat im saying..llolx....

but im juz tellin from wat happened recently...yea..

alot of times i tot nt sayin is better too.
but most /all of the times im wrong.
but i still cant say lotsa things...
yea..like jas says...perharps..no courage..

but the courage will come somehow...
one day..
when u are angry..
or sad..
or having any other kinds of emotions that are not normal..

you sometimes will puke out everything which can send the water boilin coz everything becomes too too serious aldy..

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sometthing to say.
something to advise.

say watever u feel.
especially to the ones u loves and really loves.
dun try to hide it no matter how hard u wanna hide.
at the end of the day, most of da time, we'll regret.

love..care...bother? SAY!
love means love! SIlently and not say anythin..u still LOVE!. so say? ther is still one chance.
no point torturin urself.
both parties can even work out a soln tgt!

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oh ya..

sth that i think it is worth mentioning.

for these 2 days, i actually wear my spectacles to sch!

oh man...im nt trying to act nerd in that AJ uniform tryin to protray any nerd mugger's look but coz i was having sore eyes and i cant wear my contact lens.

i feel so weird wearin specs in sch!
stoopid nerd!
super blur!

LOL

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haix

im so busy this week.

and i think it wld be in this case for the rest of the year.+(

doing my economics self study now.
so many words
so many concepts.=(

i still have essays..AQ and tut!!
why are they drownin me..
i miss my dreamland...wanna slp aldy...

='(

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tears are dried.
hatred subsided.

a promise,
never fufilled.

i'll bury it.
in my heart.
i noe its nv possible.

if da wind blows, pls blow stronger.blow em away.
if the rain pour, pls gush em away.
if ther is flood, drown em.

watever, get rid of em coz..
i'll never ask for em again.

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Fearful Fearful fearful fearful fearful fearful

Silent is all the max.
It shouldnt be told.
Should be kept.
shld suffocate.

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

since a long long time i have nv been so sad before le...
that kind of at a loss feelin is back..is hauntin...is hauntin me again..

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I hATe myseLF!!

bitch
slut
digustin

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when a promise is made and break,

the world turns into fear n sadness.

for the first time..........
second time..........
third time.............

at last...u feel immune.

i hate god!
hate god for giving hopes that are meant to be dashed!~

disappointment is wat i have....for many times.
wats the meanin of disappointment may not mean that impt after the immune process.....

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