the world is too amazing.
one moment u feel funny
one moment u feel sad
one moment u feel happy
one moment u feel angry

we experiences different kinds of emotions so instantly!..So turn ur head..humour may juz evolve into sadness.

i suddenly felt this when i was on bus wif pam...i was laming away...*as usual* then suddenly there is this old man who came up to the bus. He did not pay the transport fee. SO i tot Y?...soon, i realised...he has no hands. haix so sad. i feel so sad for hiM... hopE that ppl ard him will take gd care of him!

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doctrine - a principle or body of principles presented for acceptance or belief
- a rule or principle of law
-synonyms to dogma,tenet
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back from CCa. eating bread now..YUmmies~

we are finally taught SHan HU hai by the teacher..omG..after so long~
it was tough and IS still tough..haha..the gal's tune is realli not catchy~!HHAha..

anyway....today in sch was great!....me and jerica kept crapping and laughin away!....haha..sch is really fun in this manner..! Its like back to the times in secondary sch!..llolx

anyway, im pretty stressed up by the printing of tickets for my CCa. i seemed to be getting the quotations so slowly. Am i inefficient or is the people that i find are UNproductive!??.haix. this is getting off my nerves!...and i really hate people who do things slowlyyy....get it done QUICK!

anyway...this thing occured to me yesterday...

we all came to this world with nothing
but
we must leave here with grace and sth and acheivements!.
or else.....we would have been wasting our LIFE.
but Acheivements are very subjective.
to me, the most basic thing...NOe wat u wan..work towards it! acheive it?... =>achievement!
it can be the most minor thing even in family.
yup.
yupps
yuppps.


thanx darlin for the doraemon and food. i LOve them! i love bells! i LOVE stars! i loVE bLUE! and im sorry that i din cherish you enough!.
BUt i really appreciated wat u have done for me. U are always the one that gives me the most. THANX!
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frugally - practicing or marked by economy
- costing little
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squeamish - Easily nauseated or sickened.
-nauseated
-easily shocked or disgusted
excessively fastidious/scrupulous
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afro-american - an african american
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decadent - being in a state of decline or decay
- marked by or providing unrestrained gratification;self indulgent
-moral decay
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oh and...i have learnt a new language!...i.e. BEST fren slut!..haha...read it in the papers...it means someone who has alot of gd frens...LOLX>..interesting!

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every day when i come home since saturday..
i juz hope that sth will be there...how much i wish somebody is juz playing a prank. outside my gate. even in the bin.but BUt BUT the shoe is juz not there. haix.

the blank n white glossy nike shoe...plllllsssss appear! sobb


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explicit - fully and clearly expressed
- readily observable
- open (larry lee's defn.)
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implicit - IMPLIED or understoodthough not expressed
- having no doubts or reservations (implicit trust.)
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i was listening to songs and studying.
was listening to 窗外..
suddenly..i missed the times in kBox with jasmine and cam. when jas n i snatched to sing the female part while cam always sing the male part and will say things like...aiya..u 2...

gd times really flies...=(

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inalienable - cannot be transferred to another or others
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repudiated - to reject the validity or authority of
- to reject emphatically as unfounded
- to refuse to recognise /pay (repudiate a debt)
- to disown
-to refuse to have any dealings with
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OKOKae...gonna blog before i go and study. HAha.

juz ate wanton noodles...satisfyin!...after waiting for so long..LOL...the MU is definitely higher!

Well...thats not the pt...wat i have eaten is not wat i really wanna blog.

wat i wanna blog is this...

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wTH...

i wonder hu the hell in this world would wanna steal SHOES. shoes sUpposedly to be stinky. I guess those theif muz be stinky and mentally wrong. crazy! stealing any other things else.....but shoes...omg...wth!

my area always have shoes missing. my family kana it 3 times...i guess.. this is the 4th time. A nike shoe that worth 150+ was stolen.!!!! i was so shocked.

wat is left rite now is juz a pair of socks!..the theif is so daring!.....to steal the shoe even when it is inside my hse....if im not wrong, this theif actually take a pole or stick related stuff to drag the shoe over as its quite impossible to reach the pair of shoe from outside.oh anyway..that shoe is not mine...its wayne de....haix...i feel so bad...its feels as though its my fault though again...apparently its not.

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animosity- bitter hostility or open enmity ; active hatred
- a hostile feeling or act
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tenet - an opinion, doctrine, or principle held by being true by a person or esp by an organisation
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hurrayys..haha...friday is here...finally!

but damn it!...i have 2 extra tutorials to complete coz i lost them. im juz too careless...argh!
nowadays..i have to plan weekends properly!..careful use yes!

AnD...i wanna say...friendship is a incredible thing!
it forms anytime.anywhere.anybody.
juz like wat i tot...jC only have back stabber etc but i have found some really gd frens , for somehow i feel they can last forever. =)

i Have the urge to go kBOx aldy. how bout tml?..haha..shall consider..haha!

and im happy for him that he can get into the course that he wanna...ANimation..yea!..three cheers! =)...gd job! ^^


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pilgrimage- a journey to a sacred place or shrine
- a long journey or search, esp one of exalted purpose or moral
significance
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oppression - arbitrary and cruel exercise of power
- a feeling of being heavily weighed down in mind/body
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arbitrary -determined by chance, whim or impulse and not by
necessity,reason or principle
- based on or subject to individual judgements/preferences
- not limited by law
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indictment - act of indicting (to accuse of wrongdoing/to make a formal accusation)
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i got a new idea. hopefully i can improve my gp slightly, with the help of my blog. gonna blog a few new words (randomly) whenever i blogs.
haha..coz i got back my compre cT today.....failed terribily...21/50...damn it!

excuse: coz its HC's paper...haha..

so?....juz an excuse!..can only blame it on my poor language.
a few months left and a lot hardwork more. =( =) haha..smile n frowns..

anyway..im feelin better today!...thou i felt like i was gonna die in the morinin during PE..under the hot sun.....running 2.4kM..well...i completed the 2.4. but i gave up at the 13th dips that i did. i really cant take it. Chest is really pain and i cant breathe well, basically.

MUm says i have a hole in my gastric..suppose to be some illness i think...oh no....the terrible feelin in my stomach is back again...right now!! now that im sittin here....='(


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infidelity- unfaithfulness to a sexual partner esp a spouse
-Lack of loyalty
- Lack of religious belief
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"popish" plots - relating to or supporting romanism
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deviant - one that differs from a norm, esp a person whose attitudes and
behaviour differs from accepted social stds.
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haha..MONday!

our early day.
first day of school for term 2!
the 3 of us..jerica...pam n me...we are really excited when we talked about wat happened in the camp. We really missed the camp to a certain extent!haha.

and it looks like...3 of us are still not back to our top condition yet.
MAy all of us recover soon!

an introduction to term two indicates that we will be really busy. all the common test coming up. FORCE is the word..=)....force myself to study and stop walkin ard at home like some lost souls. haha!

shall find some day to drop by at KBOx too!...still one of the favourite thing i like to do. BUt i have to wait..till im free...and of coz when im in top condition!..
so many songs i wanna sing...

oh ya...gotta catch up alot of stuff.....my school work..and wif my sistas...jasmine!...will chat wif u someday!..long chats!....to fill in all the missing blanks im havin now...haha!

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damn it!

im havin a fever now...and diarhoea in the mornin.
aching all over.
tml sch reopens. im eager to meet my 2 gd frens..but seriously i get sick at the wrong time!

camp pics...

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went to "celebrate" goey belated bdae today.

i noticed sth.
i think i have change or rather grown.
i began to feel malu when i am wif the guys..esp 2 of them.
they are behavin so uncle-ly and i juz cant take it..their behaviour...omg...degrading.

shouldnt we all take note of public behaviour and social ettitqutte?
anyway..gals..i enjoyed the gatherin tonite..wif u GALS!.

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went to town..catch a movie..

it was of real coincidental that i met kelvin at the orchard station.
one hu lives at hg and one at bukit sth actually met....

fate?

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HAAPPI BDAEE PRISCILLA!!

=p

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HAPPPPPI BDDAE PAMELA!!

^^

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HAPPIIII BDAE GOEY AENG!
=))

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I'm back from my breakfast~!..at BK!...haha...
finally i get to eat my bK!...after so longggggggg..woa!

satisfying!
was wif XL.....
i lOVE BK breakfast!

i haven been to compass pt for such a long time and there are so much changes that i dunnoe...llolx...gong kia..



dun let disaster befall..~

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hey everyone! im back from my camp instructor job for jiemin pri sch. i was away from mon till now!..2 and a half days!..finally im home..mISS my BED!...im gonna knock off after this entry.

gonna die.

my first ever camp in my life and at the same time, my first LEADERSHIP job. din noe that i can lead pretty well to a certain extent.

On monday, i tot i was going to die as i will be the only grp that give lectures to my grp of 16. BUt luckily things werent that bad and i managed it quite well.

second day: it the amazing race. i successfully led my grp to the second winner!...GD JOB grp 5!.we walked around the whole of pasir ris park for 5 hrs...my leg gonna break..having blisters now

i shall not go into too much of the details as u guys might be bored.llolx

anyway, im burnt..by the sun. i looked so weird nw!...my feet and leg are totally 2 diff colours, this is terrible!

well....the whole camp only have 3 gals instructor...me..jerica n pam.
gd frens^^

the others are all guys...6 guys..Kelvin(the handsome one,coach wink) junren(fierce one) Peng Fei(capable one) Zhi rong (blur one) Ye Xiang (???) Wei huang(Our sister)....i feel that guys who have gone thru the NS is particularly diff. i admire all of them for their mature-ness and leadership qualities. To add to my point, they are people who have great acheivements in their life and smart people! all of them are going to NUS soon! and all from HCI! WOW!Hope that i will meet them again...we will..according to em.llolx.

despite the pay being low, i din really mind, i really learnt alot in this. This is more valuable than anything else. My first step to be a leader next time, hopefully. i will cont' ..to work hard.

Jerica, pam...thanx for introducing me to the job. A big thank you to u guys. We understand each other more from nw on. jiayou for frenship!
=)

knock off`

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becoz of a blank, came a LOST

LOst in darkness.

FInd a LIght and i can be save.

buut i hid myself in a cave,

so that no one can save me.

as i DON deserve it.

i need time.

i pretend.

pretend is all i noe.

act as normal.

laugh
laugh
laugh

Both puzzles may be giving up, may be sad but
both will still try./.

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A sin

run away..as far as possible.
blanks with no content to fill in.
Avoiding? Immunisation? No concern?
I wonder wat will it be....

cryin doesnt help anymore.
agony..can be shared wif nobody.
if time can be reverse..there wouldnt be so much regrets.

regret...the word of stabbin pain..
a word that i wun wanna feel it again.
if i have to face it, i choose to ignore, choose to avoid.

in a blank world.....think of nothin..
forget everythin....everythin................

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im a`ph's hse tonning today

haha..
well i brought my homework to do..haha
so as nt to waste time..since they are playin mahjong..llolx.

yawns..........BINOMIAL DISTRIBUTION!...suddenly so difficult....arrrr..going mad...






many things in this world is so weird..for some moments u realise...eh..how come this person is`so different from wat u usually hear...when its back to u..he is back again...so.........haha....weird..

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its a very nice day today..coz its a friday...=x

the day that i have always waited in the week.

but wats more interesting is to go out wif pamela n jerica. well, although its only for 2 hrs.....only at kovan..

but i agree with both hands n legs..

its fun!

i have enjoyed myself.

perharps the me a yr ago din would not realise that some of my jc frens are become really gd fren with me..

we share the same interests....noe our goals....lead meaningful life......gossip..save $...everythin...
we are like.....i can say..not so materialistic?

yup..

sakae sushi...juz three plates and i am bloated like hell..even until now..

a msg for jerica though she wun see it..(as usual):

thanx jerica, u have been a veri veri gd fren. better than i actually expected...
besides both of us boing fast pace..our life with each other is fun, fun FUN!.
i appreciated such a fren.
frenship yayys!


a msg for pamela now...hope that she will see it! =)

hey pam...my longest longest gd fren in AJC!....my cute little fren..wif the new hairstyle...juz like a cute little ger...cutie pie!dun open ur bag wif so much 'gan-qiongness' nxt time le..llolx! thanx for being there too. u are a great fren..understanding and have ur own views..not easily swayed...motherly pam..=x....loves ya=X

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disappointed by my own performance..

a B3 for chinese for my A levels!

first time in my life,
cant accept it at first,

cried in sch...i think many of my classmates were shocked...
esp jerica n mayb pam?

muz thanx u 2 gers for being wif me..
i am really grateful!

but i dun wanna accept this!
ppl like...jx gt A2..and those who are suppose to be poor gt b3 too.

wat happened to me?!
f***

though mdm han said that a 'O level' A1 is equalivalent to 'A level' B3...and i have acheived my sch's expected grade for me...

it is stilll.....far from my own expected grade..=(

this pushes me....to work harder for my other subj...............

another drive to stUDY!'

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