DEAR READERS, ignore this post! [its just for me to vent our my stress and frustrations!!]



LAST PAPER to go tml....physics!! i have no confidence in the subject! probably im getting old because the info doesnt reside in my brain for long!.=(.......

and wats the worse now is that......... mY NEIGHBOUR UPSTAIRS IS SOOOOOOOOO NOISY!!!


ARGH!~~~~

he/she has been drilling for the past 2 hours!!! wun he/she get tired... I WANNA KILL HIM/HER SIA..... u are creating inconducive environment for me!!!!!!!!!!!!

arrrrrrrrrrrr......rRrRrR...

sobs. I AM WAITING FOR TML TO COME!!!......to end..! then i will have a few days of rest... if this kind of lifestyle continues without a break...i guess i can only hold on for a short period of time. luckily its ending soon!

TML TML TML TML!

IM WAITING FOR YOU!

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had quite an enjoyable time with the kids today. haha. they are very obedient kids.

not like those who run around and then u have to scREAM at them. haha. i'll update the photos in...hmmm.5d ays time.


-everything WOULD HAVE BEEN perfect-


11.23p.m -24th June 06-

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guess wat? im now using a psp to blog now. im in a deep foul mood now. damn you! haix.psp blogging is just too slow. i'll come back ltr, if possible. 8.41 p.m -24th June O6-

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Oh no!

my studying mood is lost in space today! my mind kept on wondering off. arrrrr.

anyway, im going east coast tml!. haha..with 3 Caucasian kids tml. i wonder how it wld be like.

haha.

hopefully that i can finish studying. !

wish me luck!

and i wun forget wat i studied hard for!


coz it seems like...i forgt much of phy.=(


koOn - gambattes!


11.55 p.m -23rd June 06-

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i kinda dread the begining of this week because the presence of a beginning means an end is round the corner. and thats absolutely true! 6 more days and thats mark the official ending of june holidays! *frowns*

it wasnt a satisfying holiday.. <-and thats all i would like to complain.

im fearful.fearful of term 3. i noe how vigorous and stormy the days would be. its so much more frightening than O levels. haix~

anyway, enough of this boring complaints

i went to watch SILENT HILLS two days ago. i wouldnt say that its so scary at the pt of watching but....it makes you think back after watching the movie...thats y its so scary. darlin even gt a nitemare.heex. and....overall its a nice show! especially when u gotto knoiw how the MYSterY is being solved. PHEws~ though its kinda sad that the mum and the daughter died leaving the poor husband behind. sOBs.
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a msg for you.=)
had a very nice chat over the phone with you yesterday! enjoyed the times when we recall our times together. haha. it never fail to make me realise that we have come a long way and im a fortunate gal, afterall. we cant feel like strangers anymore, the shy kind of feelin, coz we are too close. LOlx. So, lets move on okAes. HAHA!..=P. gambattes working!

and me, i'll be battling with the books again, SOOn. hax!

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i think the words in the A-level syllabus flows like the sea..!!

its ENDLESS!

arrrr...............i hate it!!!


but.............................................................................................................


ENDURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=(

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haha i went out 2 days ago!

to town and i had fun in the arcade! it was jus a few games but i enjoyed em alot!! hee~ though i didn return with a great deal of toys.

oh..i watched CARS! the animation was fantastic...its really very very nice. it makes me wanna compare it with other animation...its so realistic. its a nice production. those who loves animation, catch it!

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All of a sudden, i feel like having a day of fun!.
just one day will do. I would feel satisfied after that.
Considering the whole holiday.. if i were only to consider the OUT FOR FULL FUN...thers only 3 days.

it sounds so sad...sobs

i wanna go to the arcade and bang hard on the machines! its so fun...and i wan to go home with lotsa toys! wow!

Shop like crazy in town..! plus...laughing with jokes along the way to shopping.

also....eat 3 plates of sushi and sakae sushi!!! fried maki..tofu...and another sushi will do!!!

catch a frightening movie........ARRRRR!

haha!

just a day at the beach with babes n hunks around! it doesnt matter that im nt one of em! hahahaha!!! get in contact with the sun and salty sea water!! muahaha!!! scream my hearts up at the bridge o palawan beach and lie on the sand to admire the blue sky!


all these...sounds like a DREAM!

hhaha. but i believe i would play for a day b4 sch reopens........
oh..its time for a bath! smellY kOon. [oOps, i just went to da gym!] =p

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getting sooo tired.

instead of having gd rest, it seems worse!

haix.

INto the words, im so exhausted!

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TELL ME
TELL ME
TELL ME
TELL ME
TELL ME

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i feeling guility now~!

i went bugis today..
to see RAINIE!!

she really so pretty!!!


loves her..=x

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LISten to this song..and of course, this singer.

ISNt he fabuLOUS?!

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I gritted my teeth through the pain of my heart.
At last, it became so pain that i grieved through a stream of salty water.
No matter how tired my pair of eyes is, my mind is reluctant to put it to rest.
Sitting there alone, with the compliment of music..
the sorrows ran all over the body with the blood.
For a few moments, it gush through as if there's a poison snake in it.
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She yelled, in her mind.
Suddenly, she have so many things in mind.
YELL YELL YELL

she blames the god..for creating THE wORLD for being too interesting.
Is god a supreme genius, or is She/he somebody that enjoys torturing others.

The shock that struck her last nite..leave her heart racing..

today, she is "back" to normal..
abandoning the most painful truth behind her mind.

TElling herself...

WELL, nothing had happened.
ITs all a nitemare.

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