Complexity in Simplicity

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

haix. suddenly i feel so frustrated. i think im tired. so i came here to take a break.

the principal reviewed our mid year CT results today, then i realised our whole cohort did terribly badly. it makes me so worried bout myself too.! wat has happened that made our results plunge all the way to the pit hole. I would disagree if they say that phy,econs n maths were hard. Its nt tat i think its easy but its nt a killer-paper yet. To some extent, i think the killer paper would really come during the prelims! wat will happen then?

while worrying about my own results..my domestic affairs frustrates me too!
WHy would a man be such a spendthrift in his 50's! argh!

mom jus complained to me that dad just borrowed $100 from her this morning and he has aldy finished it now! i just cant imagine when he spend all these money on. Definitely its not on us! because....he always use us as an excuse..."POCKET MONEY!" but thats not true! We gt a reduction in pocket money this year and and and.... HE DID NOT GIVE US POCKET MONEY FOR YESTER AND TODAY!...so there is definitely no excuse to push all the fault to us.

i guess its all the gambling!....4-D..lottery!.
i curse these gambling GAMES! games where the probability of winning is like...0..
argh...im so angry with this man!

i sympathise with mum once again! imagine u just received ur salary..and before u need to buy cooking iingredients, order gas, own meals, etc...ur salary is already borrowed in large proportion relative to the income! i wun be able to accept that. i guess mum cant really take it for long too! because..she told me if she really cannt take it....she wld commit suicide during the midnite when everyone is sleeping! i told her not to anyhow think.

but seriously, i hate it when ppl resort to committing suicide when anything happens. No matter how bad the mishap or situation is...DYING MEANS NO CHANCE!...no chance to improve it, no chance to learn from it. DIe DIE DIE is always what the closest ppl around me will do or say!

PLEASE, i dont wanna hear people resorting to death again when people on the other side of the world like Tsunami and middle east crisis and fighting for their lives~

i come across that kind of tots before too, but i just tot that im a little silly! maybe, alot. So, i wun say or do this kind of things.

i have sooo many things in my mind to say.

yet...

i'll wait for the right time. and i will say

btw..im a little weird in sch these few days. It may last for 2 weeks or more.
so, my frens pardon me okae. *special note to pam pris* =D

koon - anxiety...
6.38p.m -18th July 06-

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