Can you believe it? In my whole 19 years of life, in their 22 and 21 years of life, we have never been out together before! And because we USED to be soooo close...its so weird why we have never been out together even for a simple meal.

And even so, this 'outing' was definitely more than adrupt. I didnt expect such a day would ever come in the near future at least.

And we shared stories. Though, mostly is the eldest sharing her painful experiences and lessons in her recent relationship that just ended. I simply cant believe how strong she is. Sharing her most painful story with a wide smile and feeling PROUD of it, of how she handled and survived till now. I admire her for the strength, courage and optimistic soul. It was never easy.

On the other hand, she's translating some of her pain to an unhealthy lifestyle which I strongly object. Despite my overt and exaggerated actions of signalling...that I dun like it..PLease stop puffing in all directions..she still continued smoking. And when i tried to tell her..smoking steals ur youth. She returned me with "she needs to smoke partly coz she looked too young to clinch deals". Leaving me utterly speechless. But I know..thats just one of the smokers' excuses.