SUDDEN URGE


hahas , got this STRONG urge to change my blog skin. :p and there it goes!
awww, better get back to my studies.

hahas. i was totally engrossed in changing the blog skin when i have more urgent stuff to attend to, for what..i dunnoe.
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A phrase that touches my soul today:


For how many times when you do something wrong (to the extent that it's a sin), you cry. Even though you know its ur own fault, supposedly you should have no right to tear, to be unhappy , to feel agonised . You caused your own troubles and thus agony. Yet, we cant help it but resort to these modes of letting it out. Tears are a form for relief, readily available it seems. Then again, tears are only momentary relief. Tantrums are what comes with or after tearing. And torment can be of a lifetime. The torment of guilt, shuffle between denial and acceptance, traumas, occassional arousal, acting ignorance and denying ur own rights to tear. Denying because you deserve it~

Labels: Bitter, Emo.., inner voices

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