NOSTALGIA


When my phone rang, a familiar number appeared. It reminds me of the days back when i was looking for a job. A familiar voice was transmitted..and yupss...it was karen. As she started asking me bout work ive done months ago, my mind seems to teleport itself back to the small SERI office, standing beside the photocopy machine, binding hard on those 40 sets of course notes and then placing them in Prof Tan's room..thinking of the scene when I talked to Yihui..recalling how i split each set of the notes..The happy times of the working as well as the bitter fear that lingered in the air when K is around.. For that moment, i tot i was back at in the same time..especially when...she wasnt just a boss THEN..more than that..the kind of respect ive to give her...hmm yea..diff.

PLus when she asked me qns on what happened to wayne and me..ahahas...ive no idea how to answered that. Somehow managed to divert her attention a lil..

but yea..this reminds me of what is mentioned in the 'emotions' lecture..Nostalgia is one of the very few emotions that can be positive and negative at the SAME time..i cant really explain how it works...this emotion thing but somehow i think its true...with some kind of a yearning for happiness in the past yet with a little of bitter or sadness sometimes. hahas.nahs.......still sounds wrong.. oh well..if u can explain that kind of feeling, do let me know. hahas!


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On a side note, this semi-gd friend of mine,used to be extremely crazy gd fren, got hospitalised. And i skipped lecture to visit her. Haven meet her for a long long time and im so scared that before i see her she's gone..

DIdnt expect that the time when i meet her is when she's lying down there helplessly waiting to be operated. BUT BUT definitely she's fine, im sure. I really really pray hard that u'll recover soon! Walk, Jog, Run, Jump and do all sorta activities.

Seeing you lying on the bed..immobile..cant really lift ur hands as well...haix. and all i can do is to feed u milo and water. But no matter what, Get well soon!



its ALL unexpected

Labels: Reflections, Time Machine

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