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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

SEEMINGLY WRONG

They said..they would object to such a move.
She told me, it sounds wrong.
Anyone else would probably tell me the same thing as well, or be damn shock that why koon made such a choice. It seems insanely 'loose'.

For the past one month or so, i was struggling between emotions and supposedly logic. The battle between the deepest feelings in the heart and the happiness-killing thoughts in the head.
And its really really tiring to have to curb your feelings, follow your head. It could probably last for one, two, three days. But such deliberate attempt to stop the romance from flowing is really torturous.

Plus, experiences and fate do not come by every now and then. With fate, we need to work out our destiny and whatever that happens from there onwards, lies in our hands. And my choice, yes. to Enjoy everything i can now. :]

Don't think about destination as you will never know your destination without going through the experiences. The so-called correct choices may not lead you to the destination desired as well. Experience first and destination later. No one can be ultimately sure of your final destination. Destination may be the answer but you need the knowledge to have an answer and that knowledge..probably is what you learn from experiences.

I've got that heart-racing happiness, got the reason to smile when im down and strength to move on when im tired.
And yupps, even its momentary.


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DANCES and SCHOOL

Just came back from my very first dance class. Fun lessons and ive got a pretty instructor :] and i really really must applaud for her flexibility. And im glad that im quite flexible thanks to usual exercising if not, i'll probably die from the tearing of muscles! hahas. But well, my guess is...i'll definitely become MORE flexible. hahas!

Moving around with the waist..hips...etc,is really tiring , not on the hips though. Its on the thighs and we were all joking that we may just go jelly on the legs and fall. Hahas. Imagine you have to climb the stairs in school with muscle aches..god! Looking forward to the weekly dances, hopefully the money is worth it, though i got a 'lecture' from mum from learning it. Still, i wanna pursue my interests. I would wish for some support and all in her mind is...'its just a waste of money' But in any case, i'll go ahead,for what i want! I dont wanna waste my youth..

ANd yupps, its the second last day of school before term break tomorrow and im really really dreading it! Thursdays again...ZZZzzzz. Lectures ends at 8pm and i'll be in sch from 12-8. Sighs.
Probably have thursday blues for the whole sem. I'm starting to have the urge to skip this 6-8 lecture. hahas.

Term break aint as good as it sounds to be. Its likely to be a mugging week for the mid-terms that are to come. I'll get a GOOD rest and fun this weekend..."play, rest,play, stone, play..play play play'....recharge the mugging power ( Hopefully)


Super tired now, gd nite folks :]


i love it too. :]

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