These days, recalling happy memories is accompanied with tinges of sadness and sourness. A weird kind of combination. I have been questioning myself 'why am I feeling this way?". Feelings that aren't suppose to overlap each other yet continue to prove myself wrong. Perharps it's an expecting of uncertainties matched w a lack of confidence in my abilities to handle situations and thus making decisions.

And its only recently that I realised that too little of those day-to-day memories are recorded. For sure, special celebatory moments are recorded in this little space. Yet I seemed to have neglected a little of those sweet everyday moments. When I recall them, they too formed an important piece of that circle we're in. Despite being the most frequent compared to each of the celebratory moments, they were never enough nor too ordinary. And I wanna lock as much of them in my memory as possible.



It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
-Yes. I have a choice

Labels: my love :), Reflections

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