We had slightly more than 9 months together. Yet now we have to say good bye to the familiar body, moves, accent, expression, words... To be left with what we have attained so far but to know 'more' will never be from the same person.. So much unbearables.

She's the last person I would have expect to leave the class. Though I got the news last week that she will be sent to the school in Malaysia in Dec. But yesterday I was lost with words when I knew about today shall be the last lesson with her. I was the last to know, coz I didnt answer her call a few days ago. I just....can't believe it.

Now, I'm left at the junction of making choices. A route of continuation of casual passion despite the fact that more people are also leaving and more strangers I'll be seeing.. or a route of quitting everything that require time to blend into.

Sometimes it's just not simply bout the activity coz the people count alot.

arghs. pardon me a little coz im feeling abit upset.

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I don't know if it's simply the state of being psycho-ed. But the talk with her before, during and after the lesson made me decide probably we should try and give each other a chance.

2 weeks to consider.

Precision; Sharpness

Balance of Strength and Gentleness

Tempo

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