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Thursday, February 21, 2008

UNFAMILIARITIES IN FAMILIARITIES

UNFAMILIARITIES IN FAMILIARITIES


Its how weird that how things, people and places that we are familiar with in our everyday lives can become something distanced. Finding a tinge of unfamiliarity in a setting you are familiar with is damn weird. And often, i think its saddening if you think bout it.

In that house, you know exactly where's the kitchen, toilets, which room is whose.
In that room, you know exactly where to get what you want, and have the autonomy to perharps use whatever you want without the need of asking like what other outsiders need to.
On that road, you walked feeling full of control, not having the fear of heading towards the wrong direction.
And the sense of familiarities is sometimes reinforced when you become part of a host and start answering ppl's qns,of 'where', 'how', 'what, 'who', ''can i" ?

It then occured to me that no matter how familiarised you are w something, it can easily be part of the past. A part and parcel of life i guess. But its always awful to find that someone else is in better control and more aware than you whats going on.

The worst thing is you are still familiar w the same old stuff yet you become unfamiliar because you've lost the old rights to show that u're familiar w it. Familiarity then can only reside in the pathetic mental self. With people implicitly flaunting their familiarities with the place and control. ...I think i hate these situations.

and who knows...before I know it, its another familiarity to be unfamiliarised. Another heart and place to be distanced with. To embrace and say, i was familiar w this BEFORE.
*hahas.




its just past,present,future
2:38 AM

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