It's never easy making a decision when emotions, reality, practicality and all other kinds of factors entangled together. The fact that Í cant see each of them as clearly as i wished to blurred the parameters of decisions. But how should the perimeters be framed on?

A Question to be answered over the rest of the journey of my life i guess.

Is it a time to step out of my own world of self-delusive kind of decision making process? Then again, how sure am I that those are self-delusive? Is a time to open up and even subsitute some of these parameters? How can I even stop my emotions and irrationality from posessing me over rationality, maturity and impulsiveness? And when will I really stop myself from deciding on things that I don't really want?



and when the pride builds up..

Labels: Ordeal-Erd.pty, Reflections

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