i'm back in SERI for the third time. It's pretty unbelievable. I never thought that I would be back again this holiday. From being an admin assistant that seriously does nonsense stuff to HR for bout a week. And then to finance the last holiday. This holiday..im taking over the Admin Executive position. Working so far has been quite slack. hahas.


Game

. It's getting clearer that life is a game. A game of winning or losing, bounded by deceiving non-obligatory rules. Why does it feel like it's almost preset for most things, like a videogame? Exactly how much control can we have? Just that it seems to be one with more varitaions, in terms of the types and numbers of obstacles you have to go through. Some really have a better life. While some often are not as lucky. We have to work doubly hard to acheive the same thing. And i often wonder..as much as we say its up to us to determine our own destiny that follows fate..is there still a 'hidden fate'? As in..if u choose and try to enforce ur destiny to be A...there is already a fixed consequence and that is the hidden fate. i.e. Fate A can lead to Fate B,C,D or E depending on what u have choose to do. In this sense..fate and destiny seems undistinguishable in this game of life.

Then again life is never entirely unfair but ther's always other small good things around, like the small little rewards we have in the midst of a game.

It may not be as rewarding as the typical acheivements in 'that game' but those who have the big things wont have the small...which makes life..


dont be afraid. lil gal..u'll be fine. :)

Labels: Family, inner voices, Work

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