As we are drawn closer to the deadlines, we fell deeper.
Closer to the deadlines, the deadlines got further away from us.


Yes, months ago we were talking about deadlines optimistically. From a one month fling to a longer official 6 months before we thought, maybe..maybe it's a year. All these deadlines discussed werent in the fear of an end, a loss or hurtful moments. We were and are the advocates for "enjoying the moments'.



I dipped in with half the mind of seeking fun and romance and half in wariness.
Now, im swimming in the deep oceans soaked in deep love and experiencing the surprises of corals and creatures i've met. So comfortable with sea creatures friends i have made that im in reluctance mode to return to land. Every creature is a moment to remember. ..

The dating times when my life was in a huge huge mess. When I could find nobody to confide in, be it be nobody or my own unwillingness. I seek a little reason for me to continue smiling. Simple messages strengthened my soul bit by bit.

Despite being incredibly dumb, im glad. Glad that at least it could make you smile. Glad that maybe, hopefully it rids off the stress from ur hustle and bustle of work and life.

The relieve sounds that we gave out together upon my completion of each star. Seems like nothing much but its like a candy to me. Real Sweet. A signal of unity and joy at that instant.

Tight hugs to keep me warm. Covering me with blankets. Little pats on my head, chin. Times that you dun wanna me to face the wall. Laughed at me rolling, stretching on the bed.....

Those intellectual look with a lil of unkempted hair, yet still trying to maintain a style in it...

The introspection moments that forced me to give ya an answer no matter what with appropriate cue questions most of the times...

The driving guy who's no doubt in the focus mode and yet still singing away signalling happiness.

Cheeky tone, expression, words, actions.

Every celebratory moments that were marked w ways to pamper me and then having to live a much frugal life after that. To cheekily say that its another emotional blackmail and shut me up w my dumb look...

To give me hugs when u realised i might tear..

To cheekily comment on physical attributes.

To fulfil my long lost fairytale dreams during my birthday..

everything
so much more.......................................................................

i feel so bloated with words yet i cant look for the right content nor words to say everything that's sitting in my mind, unorganised.


the moments.the moments. the moments.
im glad i was curious then

6:20 PM

Labels: my love :), Sweet, Time Machine

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