Hahas. and yupps. self-obsessed koon took a photo of herself when 'YOU' were away. ahhas! ;p

but hahas...im really not in the condition for photos nowadays... T.T

happy beginnings shouldnt end like tragedies

Labels: Uni-

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3/5 of the pw group - yupps AJ 116

My 2 very gd frens - hahas.. it seems like a confession nite, but well...we still hold our own beliefs. And yupps. Enjoy talking to u gals. :] i think i looked like im reallyyyyy drowned in happiness in the first pic..hahas.

yupps,prob ive really undergone some kind of a change that jerica said. BUt after gg thru the ups and DOWNS, i guess...i have no choice but to grow. Growing up can be painful esp when u have to grow up ..in certain ways. But well, learn...grow..be strong!:] The stress management process, emotions handling struggles, and sometimes the pain of putting up a brave or happy front. Its all these that i could understand MORE now, maybe not totally. afterall, im only 19-to-be right...hahas!

BEautiful :]

Standing with all the SKINNY 2405 gals...hahas..makes me feel so fat.LOl

PAM and JERI..hahas.. i wonder what you all are doing!?! lolx. Oh and i just realised, it sounds like 'Ben and Jerry' ahahas!

SOme of us..koon with pretty pris...

And on the way home.....

And lastly...last night.. :]]]]

confessions-struggles-romance

Labels: ecstatic, Friendship, Indelible memories, my love :), Sweet

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SEEMINGLY WRONG

They said..they would object to such a move.
She told me, it sounds wrong.
Anyone else would probably tell me the same thing as well, or be damn shock that why koon made such a choice. It seems insanely 'loose'.

For the past one month or so, i was struggling between emotions and supposedly logic. The battle between the deepest feelings in the heart and the happiness-killing thoughts in the head.
And its really really tiring to have to curb your feelings, follow your head. It could probably last for one, two, three days. But such deliberate attempt to stop the romance from flowing is really torturous.

Plus, experiences and fate do not come by every now and then. With fate, we need to work out our destiny and whatever that happens from there onwards, lies in our hands. And my choice, yes. to Enjoy everything i can now. :]

Don't think about destination as you will never know your destination without going through the experiences. The so-called correct choices may not lead you to the destination desired as well. Experience first and destination later. No one can be ultimately sure of your final destination. Destination may be the answer but you need the knowledge to have an answer and that knowledge..probably is what you learn from experiences.

I've got that heart-racing happiness, got the reason to smile when im down and strength to move on when im tired.
And yupps, even its momentary.

Labels: Dance, inner voices, my love :), Uni-

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MASTER KHOR SAYS.....


Instead of going for tuitorial classes, I went to the Bazaar at Central Forum with Charmaine. Believing that, okaes..i will just be late for half an hour, doesnt matter. But as we hopped from stations to stations...we stopped at Master Khor's stall - the astro palmist who is supposedly a high-charging palmist and often does palm reading for politicians, artistes,etc. (Photos and articles prove it all) A normal chatting session with him cost 90 bucks,for a mere 5 minutes.

Setting my mind just to accompany Char to do the reading....yet i changed my mind after hearing the readings regarding her.

okae, straight to the reading:


"Clasp ur hand together. Are you a right hander or left hander?" the only few questions he asked.

then he starting vomitting out everything he can see from the few lines on my chubby hands.

1. You are very stubborn

2. Business woman

3. 3 types of man that i should NEVER marry
- Slow, indecisive
- Stingy (because im high maintainence since i love good food, he said)
- Less capable than me

4. Risk-taker - will become millions rich or bankrupt if i take the right risk. Always go against what people tell me to do. (purposely) Go against the crowd.

5. Attracts totally opposite guys.

6. My love is purely based on attraction whereby my judgement o man is 0 or almost 0. This should be sensed when 6 and more out of 10 person ask me what i like bout this man. Blinded by love.

7. Will likely to marry an exotic guy where exotic guy means..(doesnt have to fulfill all criteria)
- we are totally diff fr each other
- Absolute control on me/i have absolute control over him.
- met during Travel
- Man of up to 10-20 years older than me or even younger if i still look young at whichever age that time, i'll be attractive to them. Even married man can considered to fall in this cateogory.

8. Likely to engage in love triangles can be..
- i fell for 2 guys
- 2 guys falling for me
- my guy having fun outside.

9. Boring love in the sense that I don't fall in love easily. Loving hard is rare.

10. Exciting love - in terms of love triangles and risk-taking way and yea..exotic partner.

11. Bad luck with man coz im not good at expressing love.

12. Good at telling white lies especially when it comes to not hurting people. Yet im straight-
forward.

13. The ability to tell white lies = gd in sales, PR, etc.

14. Will be successful if in design/fine arts/creative related jobs. (weird huhs)

15. Practical approach to love. Example he gave: i wun say i love u for fear that i'll hurt the guy
when the relationship ends..(weird too)

16. Cannot be a guarantor even for own husband or family. He mentioned..once the husband fail,
the whole family will collapse as well.

17. Travel alot.alotalot. :]

18. People always misunderstood me.

19. Think too much into details. Unnecessary!!

20. Came from a v conservative family.(well, true to some extent.)

21. Confident, very calm. (depends on who u put me w, i think. hahas)

22. No luck w children maybe ..
- Doesnt mind if i have children or not...
- Children doesnt send me off when i die..they are prob overseas or sth
- infertity probs- overstressed or weak womb.

23. Good news in next 3 months- could be me or family

24. Will have lotsa luck, love, happiness from now to next year Dec'. after that its 12 years later
to experience such luck.(this is damn sad)

25. A half sagittarius,half capricorn. will grow to be more sagittarius as i grow.

26. Careful w investments when im 35-42, (i think. isit 42? lolx)


Thats about it. ANd for that, i was late for tutorial for 1hour and 5 mins. I donnoe how true these readings are but some are...




RIP

Labels: Prediction

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CLEARING THE COBWEBS


its time to blog and update my readers, before you guys abandon my blog. hahas.


First, the audition for blast was a failure but hahas...the interest of dance doesnt stop me from learning even if its out of school. SHould be learning Reggae (kind of hip hop dance as well) with Clarice. Lessons commercing on 19th Sep. BUt the sad thing is that, i failed to garner support for this kind of activity which was deem as 'useless' by my thrifty mum. Looks like I have to save up on my own to pay for the dancing course. :] BUt anyway they din reckon these activities to be constructive for future , thats y they discourages cycling, blading, skating. But i still learnt them, on my own...at least knowing the basics.. And i wonder y my other 2 sis lacks the interest in these activities. lolx


Counting the weeks for school as days passed really really makes one tremble! Its week 5-to be! Its still unbelievable that in 2-3 weeks time, mid-terms will be coming. REadings are pileing up, presentations are supposedly to be on the way of preparation, bonus exercises to be done in pairs and projects. Uni Life doesnt seems to be AS easy as how it came out from the golden mouth of the 'pro-s'. BUt the key now, really is to play around with time management such that ther's time for resting, playing, studying..and any other activities u can name it.


CHilling with the other stainboys (well,not all) at Eski bar last friday made all the stress and unwanted emotions quelled. :] We played 'silly' games again and i'm the unlucky one of the day. Kissing almost everyone kind of thing. I seriously wonder..WHY? And ..photos are absent coz Fabian disappeared once we ask him for photos. hahaas. He did that to guanze too..lol.x. So, fabian...we wonder...if its connection problem OR..hahas



My fun continued to roll on last Saturday. It was meeting up with my dearie at vivo! Treats at Sakae and endless updates! Caught Ratouille with her and well...hahas..we did manage to mainatin our composure to SOme extent.

Labels: Uni-

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