Complexity in Simplicity

Saturday, September 20, 2008

.Absolute Isolation: Meritus Mandarin

To sum it all before I start, they were surprising, indelible moments, soothing, sweet, cosy and luxurious.. :DD

Friday - 12 September

The grand plan goes this way.. On Friday night before I pack my stuff for ''weekend home'', I was told not to leave the house until he has told me what's that one thing to bring.. So i waited patiently for this busy man to tell me what's that one thing.. And it turns out to be.... my swimsuit.. !

When I saw Cheeky... I asked him " Uh...are we going swimming?" and I was told that we MAY be going for a swim before anniversary dinner..If not, we can go on Sunday too.

Later in the night, Shaun came asking if we wanna join him and his girlfriend for a swim at their dad's condo tomorrow afternoon. And it was dismissed with a 'see-how' response from Cheeky, when I thought they already planned it before-hand. It's just too coincident yea?

As promised, Cheeky gave me a hint, on where we're going the next day, before we turned in.

- "A place that doesnt close until past midnight" and he wanna cross midnight with me ;D

Obviously, this wasnt a very good hint, at least to me. Coz almost everywhere opens past midnight on a Saturday night...I stumbled on my guesses.

Saturday - 13 September

We diligently packed our swimsuits, grooming needs, the clothes for dinner to go over to his dad's abode for a swim. This man is smart; he came up with the excuse that we dont have time to return and change for dinner so we have to bring our stuff along. And I docilely followed the man, as much as I can according to his plans. While I had totally no idea of the grand plan in mind. All in my mind was how will Swimming be with all of them. On the other hand, Cheeky said he dont really feel anything for the swimming but rather how the plan would work out. The waiting time before the activities for anniversary rolled out was slow..

We tucked ourselves into the car, finding ourselves driving on busy roads in the day-time. It was kinda different. Rather than the usual soothing cruise we had, things felt abit more energised. We had Cheeky cursing and swearing at car-drivers who horned at him. With the guidance from Shaun and Lin to his Dad's place, we arrived at the first destination. Supposedly a destination or not.

"Hey where are you going darling?" Cheeky asked me when I opened the car door attempting to get down with Shaun and Lin. This made me pretty puzzled and I probably gave him a blur reply.. "I'm getting off with them?" But I was told to accompany him while he go park the car..outside.

Outside? This sounds pretty weird to me. And I was just thinking how weird this condo is, not allowing visitors to park their car inside. (I'm feeling kinda dumb whenever I think of this part). The journey to the car-park "outside" was beginning to feel alil long.. until he hit the expressway. I cant help but asked.. 'why is your carpark so far away?"

"We are not going to swim, darling. We're going somewhere else.." Cheeky smirked as he utters those words. It kinda stunned me that I only replied "oh! okae..."

As the car moved towards CTE (probably the only expressway that I can really recognise), I asked if we're going to town and was told that "nope, we are just passing by town''

Soon, we reached the REAL destination and looking at where Cheeky was going, I finally got my guess. Meritus Mandarin.

Upon the arrival at the always-familiar Meritus Mandarin's lobby.. I was again urged to wait at one side. It was really sweet looking at his back-view, checking in...Doing everything by himself. And one thing that I havent mention is the kind of contentment, warmth and love felt when I saw him carry the bag of heavy belongings.- It's not about what he always do but what he usually don't do, despite it being a small favour.

Room 2042

The lovely room that we were allocated for the night was 2042, at the South Tower.

With a skillful swipe, Cheeky slotted his key-card above the 'key-hole' above the door-knob. And what stands before the opening of the door was a room which was spacious, luxurious and really soothing.. It must be the kind of holiday-mood one has when checked into a place of absolute nothingness in ur reality. Sadly, the view of the room wasnt facing the Wisma Atria Side.. Nevertheless, like I told Cheeky, this place is really a great place for a contemplative mind to think and feel.

On the right side when you enter this cosy room, it's a full-walled mirror facing the toilet with the sliding door..On the left side when you enter, it's a simple yet classy and sparkling clean toilet with a bath-tub!

In the room, neatly plain yet luxurious-oriented white coupled with orangey-red furniture really made the furnishing look really compatible. The bedsheets were of no crease and had four big comfty pillows laying on each other. Most importantly, it, the king-sized bed, was big enough.. for me to roll around. :D

After exploring our own room (looking through the drawers, the pamphlets, the menus etc), we checked out the Tennis Court and Swimming Pool and finally decided to go for an hour swim before it closes at 7pm.. The water was quiet. Not a single soul in the pool. All there was were a few foreigners sun-bathing at the side of the pool, despite being an almost sun-less evening.

Special memories during swimming given to ..

1) how Cheeky taught darling to float on her back and swim backwards, rather than her standard Breast Strokes..

2) How Cheeky asked me to count from 1-20 but swam to me within 5 at the 1.5m mark, grabbed my ankle (yuppps, i screamed) and carried me up on his shoulders as if a token of triumph.. =x

3) the competition of who can swim further away with just one breath. And....I lost.

4) the attempts to dive downwards..

5) the piggy-backs..

This has to be, I say for sure the best moments the 2 of us have since Cheeky's return from the US..

Desk and Sofa

The lady has a choice for dinner. To ensure that Cheeky wasnt making all the decisions for the day, he let me choose among the list of dining places he has in mind for us. Here it goes, Triple-3, Pine Court, Chatterbox or in-room dining? I couldnt make up my mind for that. While I thought that in-room dining is gonna be reallly rare, I was afraid that Cheeky wanna have it somewhere else.. Like a tug-a-war, I finally finally chose in-room dining and was glad that it was parallel with Cheeky's initial decision! *grins, grins, grins.*

One of my favourite pics!! ;D

Another favourite pic!

Setting up of the table of food in OUR room!

Really love the look when this man sign off the bill, not for materialistic reasons but the kind of

'air' and masculinity.. =D it took them approximately 25 minutes to deliver our orders up and they were all still piping hot when delivered.

Too much too much.

Dinner was really sumptuous with food from Chatterbox, Triple-3 and maybe some other restaurants from Meritus Mandarin. Especially love the Samosa...really nice! Caesar Salad w Smoked Salmon was nicely complemented too...Crisp, with the fresh salmon.

But dinner is absolute privacy, just the two of us with no restrictions in time. The simple chats over dinner. And the coincidental playing of "The Lakehouse" on HBO has complemented our dinner well with romantic love songs. *glad that we had in-room dinner.

US in the Mirror

We had ourselves lying on the bed, having heart-to-heart talks, or maybe more of a reminisce kinda chat. And even though both of us missed chilling at the Observatory Lounge, we were too full to stomach much of anything. And since I really dont feel like leaving the room... we forgo-ed chilling and enjoyed each other's company just in the room.. ;D

lovelove. chubchub loves *u!

And my only gift and surprise for this very well-deserved man is the newly-launched nano. Bought it off the shelves of I-shop when it's not even officially keyed into shop's system! :D

But it just felt utterly good when I saw how happy he was, even back home when he was fiddling with it..

I was kinda reluctant to sleep that night. Knowing that such isolation would soon be over the moment you sleep. Oh and to mention, while giving Cheeky his weekly massages, on the big bed, it really felt so much easier.... coz you dont get cramp and difficulties massaging one side of the body.

This stay with Cheeky made me realised how one couple can easily indulge in their very own best moments without the interference of the outside world and when u place their in the right environment.. I didnt realised such isolation until I walked out with Cheeky to 'stock-up'. Then had I realised Im already engulfed into the moments belonging to our the 2 of us. It's a very very new experience.

As to why One year or One month? It was with regards to the kind of honeymoon period the two of us are in despite being together for one year. My idiotic smiles for the little actions Cheeky did. To the extent that the kind of sweetness really felt novel, fresh and like those of the usual first few months of couples. I'm extremely, extremely glad that we haven't lose them. And actually, if i really think these through, Cheeky's trip to US had kinda gave the relationship a 'restart', like we have started on fresh grounds.

I recall how things weren't as sweet just before he left..when both of us were on the verge of solving issues for each other, or for self. Whichever way it is.

All of these, I can safely say that we have grown stronger, much much stronger in terms of the understanding, and support (only when needed) we gave each other. The always important comfort level. The certainty of this love. The honesty emphasised. The simplicity of mine which kept your love. The complexity and contemplative that made me fell in you. We've been through the test of time and distance, non-obigatory but self-obligatory showers of concern. It sounded dumb to friends of mine ,when one year ago, i told them that our relationship were on the terms of non-obligatory and maybe even to the extent of an open-relationship. I received overwhelming response saying im insane then. Perhaps nobody..even my siblings didnt know what I was thinking about. But know what? It was such non-obligatory terms and all those mentioned above that brought the love of 2 of us up.

Over this one year, I was always said to be a good gf, a good gal who always deserves to be happy and shouldnt be sad. That even during shitty times when you were in the US, you were blaming yourself for putting those shitty things of yours as part of my burden too. But like I say..shouldnt couples be sharing good times and bad times? For the fact that I know whether I wonder get involved in your unhappiness or not, you have no right to really blame yourself. And being overly understanding, sometimes I tend to make decisions for this man.. thinking too much into the interest of another isnt really good yea? Cheeky hates people to make decisions for him especially when he knows that he chose for a reason, a reason good and convincing enough to keep that choice. Inferiority kicks in at many times with Cheeky. A man so high up there, regardless of intellectual, wit, knowledge, ideas, maturity.. I'm nowhere near. I always have the mindset that whatever I have in my life is nothing compared to everything that Cheeky has in his.

But despite all these, we never had problems. If i recall... the number of times that we really quarrelled can be count within one hand. Sometimes I really still wonder how we were made possible and not only made possible but made to grow beyond our own expectations.

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now.

8:01 PM

Labels: Anniversary, ecstatic, Extravagance/Fine-Dining, my love :), Reflections, Sweet

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Monday, September 15, 2008

.1 Year or 1 Month?

The Sweet Anniversary has just passed, 45 miutues ago,

but the Sweetness has not.

Happy Anniversary, Cheeky Darling Vampy. :D

updates to come when i've cleared my tests and projects! ;D

12:46 AM

Labels: Anniversary, ecstatic, Indelible memories, my love :), Surreal, Sweet

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

.Real hugs and kisses, anytime.:D

I'm back!

Like the previous post suggest, yupps!! Cheeky has arrived in Singapore 5days ago, safely and happier! :D

I remember how things were so surreal on the first night, Tues Morning. The first first thing we did the moment I hopped onto his car was endless kisses and hugs; like yea, we missed each other for two long months. Back home, beside the familiar double decker bed with some changes in the room, I watched him unpack his evidence of consumerism...for sure, it's more scary than I had imagined. He did bought alot alot of stuff..And even in the process of unpacking, the 'cant-help-it' factor made him gave me kisses and hugs here and there.. =x.. :D
And I always thought the look he has during packing or unpacking is funny.. hahas* Oh, and I received 3 tops and this spinning butterfly window thingy from him. hahas, I don't know what it's called.

And really..on the first night and perhaps even until the second day.. the whole feeling of having each other by each other's side is just like a surreal wonderland.. Like exactly what he said.. "it's like the soul is not in the body''. Things we couldnt believe it. And I just didnt knew how much I really miss holding his hands and walk together (yupps, even that.) until bedtime.

And bedtime is always the best best time at home. Not coz of a piggy-mindset but it's the kind of warmth I have there for me (since normally only i'm feeling cold) under the blanket. The slow drift-away from consicous in his arms, beside the soft thumping heartbeat. And the laughing at each other moments and koon's constant laughter, the fun before bedtime! Hahas, and suddenly I tot of the rotating of the blanket to the right side. hahahas. The being laughed at rolling and the curlings.

And next day, finally, we had dinner together at home at 10PM! Oh yes, coz we woke up super late. And i meant..super. hahas. Missing the eating dinner at home times terribly. To me, eating at home is always an exclusive thing we have together, before the TV.

Well, this week..though it's the first week of school...Cheeky was the priority, to the extent that I skipped lectures which I think may not be important. I only attended GEK1529 ever since his return =x

And I really miss those words said face-to-face. Like 'little darling', 'cute' and so on and so on. It's gonna be an endless list.

14 Aug 08

Happy 11 Months!

:DD

Just two days after his arrival, it's the 11th anniversary. And seriously, I don't feel the real need for this anniversary to be celebrated outside the house. Just in the house... it still feels good, like afterall..it's still being with the significant one that matters.

As the clock begans to tick closer to 12a.m, signalling the end of this day and just as I turned to the com trying to start my webcast.. A black case 'popped out' in front of me.

Goodness. It's a watch! And I always always love watches..! Watches, locks and keys always have a special meaning for me but I just can't explain how and what.

"It's a watch!" I asked. Next, I asked.."Can I open it?" And of course i'm greeted with a 'Of course!"

Thank you my dear. I Love the gift! Another really pretty watch for me! Yayys! :)

Ticking in pink.

It's such a lovely feeling to be together, side by side...

You no longer hold the same status, not like years before.

know your limits well.

(nope. im not talking bout Cheeky nor myself)

8:32 PM

Labels: ecstatic, Indelible memories, my love :)

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Monday, April 14, 2008

hey CHANG, I've broke a CURSE!

11 April 2008.

I have anticipated for the coming of this special day, this month. While I have a relatively high confidence that I would be able to break the 6 months honeymoon curse, I still prepared myself for any possibilities. Life has taught me that nothing is impossible on this planet and you just never know. :)
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PART I: CHANG KOREAN CHARCOAL BBQ

The car turned into Dempsey Road and I thought to myself.. 'wow, im finally here!' Dempsey has always been viewed as an exclusive area for drivers in my view. Only then I realised that Dempsey is an area perharps of arts history, scattered all over were stones sculptures or antique shops and even an art sch.

Walking across the bumpy stones on the corridor of Chang's Korean Charcoal BBQ, the fragrance of the BBQ meat, i think, was really enticing. Hence according to plans, we went for Korean food!

Somehow 'hey Chang' this phrase is still hovering in my mind. The name that cheeky kept making fun of this man in tie. He looks like Chang more than anybody else.

The very Modern Menu despite its authenticity.

Not only this is my first time to Dempsey Hill, it was also my first time to a Korean Charcoal BBQ place. Well, I wun take Seoul Garden into consideration. hahas. My mind, of coz, was filled with curiosity with what they have to offer!

Contemporary and Cosy

We were seated on this very long table, as if a table for huge gatherings but no. The whole ambience of the place was rather soothing, one advantage of not being the extremely posh kind. That is, lessen the pressure for observing all the high-class etiquettes.

Real Traditional

While I abandoned the need to possess some kind of higher class etiquettes, I found myself exposed to another type of culture and practices.. learning and listening attentively to the great. Things like the metal chopsticks...which I think its damn nice and some knowledge of the life in Korea.

Sides and Samgyeobsal***

Unlike the previous time and my only experience of a Korean cuisine in Singapore, Chang serves a total of 9 sides, 3 more than what I had in Bukang Tuna. And im still wondering why Beansprouts and the fresh onions were included as well. Oh, but both were nice despite my wonders.

When the Samgyeobsal was served, the only question that came to my mind was 'are we supposed to do it ourselves?' The waiter did not say anything and just stood by my right hand side and started to cook it skillfully with his pair of tongs. For a moment, I thought...arent we supposed to do it ourselves, for the joy and fun of it? hahas, from another perspective, well..good service! And indeed, we just have to bear the smoke rushing towards us with the potential of smelling like BBQ Pork in return for the more than satisfying pieces of meat.

Bites! Love (the) Bites.

Another culture learnt: Wrapping the Samgyeobsal and Daji Yangyeom Galbi** with the lettuce served indeed makes it yummy when aptly combined with the crunch and juiceness of the veg! But between Samyeobsal and Daji Yangyeom Galbi, the Daji Yangyeom Galbi* is much more mouth-drooling with all its marination in it..

Daji YangYeom Galbi and Hobak Bulgogi.

Hobak Bulgogi is the king. hahas. Hands down again. Soft, tender and lightly flavoured. Yummie yummie. The pieces of beef look as if it's oozing out of the nicely presented pumpkin. Even though i kept thinking that ther's milk in it, I have to conclude that there isnt. And I guess its just the sweet and light taste from the pumpkin that resembles the taste of cooked milk. UH~

Snapshots

The most memorable part of the dinner, besides the food, should come from 'Teaching How to Use a pair of Chopsticks correctly'. At least one of the very few times that I get to teach this man something. But the correct way of holding and ease of moving the chopstick with the middle finger just cant get across that easily. Perharps im a lousy teacher. hahas. But things like this have become such a natural thing to me that I din really realise the mechanism of the whole process - from lifting them up and using them. But as usual, his mind turned so agile when he picked up the pieces of Tofu by letting it lie down on the chopsticks. And, I havent thought of that...leaving me really speechless.

Always

A full body photo that we have every month, except for the Chatterbox month (4th month)

Another important thing in a relationship is to learn from each other, be it knowledge, principles, concepts or anything else.

I've learnt alot but i wun say everything is fully internalise in me yet, as my capacity to hold at a time is only so much. On the other hand, im not too sure what this stupid lady here can possibly teach a highly intellectual man.
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PART II: DEMPSEY'S BEN & JERRY

Black Raspberry Yoghurt, Strawberry Shortcake, Chocolate Fudge Brownie

Went to the Ben & Jerry (yes, again) which many people told me that it is a really nice place for chilling out. So yes, we went over after dinner, a very short drive over. Yayys.

The crowd was amazing over there, with semi-long queues at the counters making the staffs of Ben & Jerry seemingly breathless. The decor of the place was v Euro like with a 'fireplace' at where the live band is supposed to be. And just near the toilet area, the place is designed looking run-down with faded paints and tapes around the walls.

My Artistic Shot I

Just got all kinds of weird ideas to incorporate the artsy red lamp into my pictures. I was hoping that I cant climb on a chair and take a pic from top featuring the lamp! hahas.

A nicely lit bar.

A cosy and very decent bartop at the corner of the place. So, this place is more than ice-cream! And i heard that ther's cafe behind Ben & Jerry too..well but that place doesnt seem to invite v desirable feedbacks.

The Evil Queen/Gothic mirror.

Lazy!

Artistic Shot II

Just as I was uttering my usual nonsense, a sudden inspiration came to me. Have to ask my model to pose. hhaas. Still hope that I could climb on somewhere.

Artistic Shot by Cheeky.

The couple portrait

This portrait is just so interesting to me. Diverting my attention continously. Thinking of the meaning behind each layer of colors and drawing. I just believe that there has to be some sorta meaning behind this piece of artwork. This piece of work transmit to me departure. Seemingly sexual yet it feels more like saddness than anything else. It's like feeling the heartaches, agony and unbearables in it.

Well, but isnt thats being felt when a loving couple has to leave each other?

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PART III: EAST COAST, BACK TO THE PAST

It was near 12midnight or slightly later than that when we left Ben & Jerry and decided to head for East Coast. A place that I would love to go again but thought that I would leave it if THAT particular plan executes.

It has been like 5-6 months since we soothed ourselves in the sounds of the waves and sea-breeze.

While the sea-side always seem to be a very simple place, a place of relatively little intervention from the virtuals and buzz of the world, ironically, it is where the sophistcated minds open up and voice their complexities to the simple environment around. Maybe out there, things are complicated enough that nobody wanna voice their genuine and often complicated thoughts. It just feel different.

As usual, I listened to the contemplative side of Cheeky who puts aside his cheekiness and unveiled his penetrative personal thoughts. More than thoughts in fact. That's what I fell in love into during the Observatory Lounge Night, Mt Faber and East Coast nights.

Could be the place. Could be the ambience. Could be just the timing. Could be the person. But no matter what is the contributing factor for the contemplative side, glad that I had the chance to listen.

Besides the heart-to-heart talks, the diamond studs up in the sky is more than what I've seen any other times with him at a sea-side. What amazed me was WE FOUND SCORPIO! still very excited over it.

It all began with me finding a very nice curve that seems to be nicely joined together. Then the man who has been doing his research on constellations, stars, galaxies etc etc told me it looks like SCORPIO. And back home, things were confirmed with the picture below! Thats exactly what we saw! I feel so sweet! To find and gaze at stars together!

Reality of Phantom

2:04 AM

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***Samgyeobsal: Pork Belly
** Daji Yangyeom Galbi: Marinated Pork Rib
* Hobak Bulgogi: Broiled Beef in Pumpkin
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Labels: Anniversary, ecstatic, Extravagance/Fine-Dining, Indelible memories, my love :), Sweet

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Monday, March 17, 2008

BROUGHT TO THE "TOWN" OF HAPPINESS

In a blink of eye it seems, we celebrated our half a year on last Fri, 14 March 08! The sweet moments of having each other throughout this period feel like its only yesterday.

And while I really believed that we are going to somewhere near Heeren as told by him, i became confused when he turned into Fullerton's carpark. With half of my mind thinking..could there be a tunnel that links out to some shortcut? But before my curiosity kills me, I asked him "why are u turning into the carpark?" And this cheeky guy replied with a very simple yet self-explanatory sentence: "coz i need to park?"

And yes, I was like...oh, so you lied. A white lie I reckoned it to be.

Walking through the underground..hmm..tunnel? of Fullerton (photos posted in prev entry, I din know that there's this underground pathway until like Fri) before we finally walked past the grand ballrooms and reach our destination.

Entrance

Town Resturant at The Fullerton

I was constantly being asked to make sure I eat to my fill. hahas. And yes, not very far off from my guess after Shaun and Jer said that few sentences repeatedly. It was a buffet dinner. And thank god that its a 3-in-1 meal as there were simply too much food.

The interior

Brought to the seats at the lower level and I began to observe the patrons *again. hahas. Feels like a paradise for tai-tais. Despite that, the ambience was great, not so orangey compared to usual but like the quiet atmosphere. It allows one to indulge in sumptous feast and communicate with ease.

Interior with the view of fountain

At the far end of the seats, one can also dine with the fountain as the backdrop. hees.

The outside view from inside.

Another shot which I took when I walked around taking pics. hahas. I think thats the Cavenagh Bridge if i'm not wrong. Nice view! While I always stood on the bridge absorbing the sight of Esplanade, the river and Fullerton, I didnt expect myself to be able to look at the scenary from the angle of The Fullerton.

Interior - Top level and lights

Multiple times of observation still make me believe that the lamps hanging off the ceiling is the same as the one used at Black Angus. LOL.

The hot-dishes

Love the Sweet and Sour Fish, Crab Curry like sauce, and the POTATO CROQUTTE! :)

Human presence - Basking in love and enjoyment!

The Seafood

The mussels, oysters, scallops (raw and cooked), prawns and lobsters were nicely presented on a bed of ice.

Seafood on the plate & Starters

The man who showers lovely memories

The raw fishes & Sushi

For the first time I tried the Sashimi. Still feels kinda weird to me despite the well..hmm....soft,smooth and kinda oily texture. I still cant bring myself to try the tuna. :(

Tempura, Tepanyaki Meat,Dim Sum, Lobster

The Tepanyaki Pork was nice, cooked on the spot upon request. :)

Salmon Shooters and Others

I was quite amazed by the salmon shooters. My first time of hearing and seeing them. ;p

Happy and Lucky Koon >.<

And the time for desserts finally came after our trying of like one-piece per dish. Gals like me are just so drawn towards the beautifully presented desserts. They looked especially attractive :))

Desserts - So pretty!

A variety of choices to choose from. We had french pastries, green tea cake, banana crumble and cheesecake! And of all mentioned here, i would think that the cheesecake is the nicest with the rich cheese and crust below. Followed by the Green Tea cake that carries the fragrance of green tea with the right amount. :)

More yummy Desserts

Even more desserts coming up! In my memory, that's the oreo mousse, mango mousse and Clementine Creme Brulee. Creme Brulee was nice, topped with caramel. hahas. and when eaten with the huge strawberries! Yes, I love strawberries :)

Upside-Down plate of desserts

A photo that makes me giggle. hahas* upside down upside down.

A closer look ;p

And finally i like this relatively artistic shot =x

Leaving Town Resturant

Happy 6 Months - kisses. :)

I definitely had a great time that night! Had a superb bloating dinner and saw the sincerity from my cheeky man! All these months, I am extremely spoilt with all these exorbitance treats. Suddenly it made me wonder if I'm too young or still young for all these. I was constantly prompted by the question of "then your next boyfriend how?"...hmm, i've no idea. But extravagance needs perfect company to fully savour the moments. As far as what my beliefs and values are now, they need to come hand-in-hand no matter what. And for what I have now, I'm appreciating all of these and never let any of such treats or love to become an expectation.

While both of us enjoy such luxury together, i wont and dont wanna take anything for granted.

Over these 6 months, I have learnt and further affirmed that relationship should be of a relatively balanced two-way thing. The phrase ''it's better to be loved than to love" is not true at all. To be loved by the one you one brings greater and lasting happiness. Most importantly, little actions which seems insignificant to any other bystanders can make me happy for months, or even longer.

Months ago, I discovered a new Town...

- The Town of Happiness. :)

chubbier and chubbier

9:05 PM

Labels: Anniversary, ecstatic, Extravagance/Fine-Dining, Indelible memories, my love :)

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